read

"You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.
Every day, God gives us the sun -and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes
us unhappy. Every day, we try to pretend that we haven't perceived that moment, that it doesn't exist - that today is the
same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their everyday lives, they will
discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front-door
key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seem the
same to us. But that moment exists - a moment when all the power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to
perfom miracles.

Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of
our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappoinments - but all of this
is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.
Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps he won't
suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back - and at some point everyone looks back -
he will hear his heart saying, "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the
talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you were fearful of losing those talents... So, this is your heritage:
the certainty that you wasted your life. Pitiful are the people who must realize this. Because when they are finally able to believe in
miracles, their life's magic moments will have already passed them by."



-Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra, I sat Down & Wept

please remember

Now I can finally say that this breakup is starting to sink in me...I can finally feel the pain of separating...

Mike is still texting me..telling me harsh words that I rather not mind

I don't know why is acting this way...first of all he was the one who left me..I should be the one acting that way...maybe because he is new to this feeling afterall I am his first girlfriend and he's my I don't know I've lost count....

I never want to reply to his messages...I know he's hurting and I can understand that....he told me he doesn't deserve me that he will be able to find someone much better that me...that's fine with me but if he does I will be very hurt..

Last week when Mike and I met I asked him if he still loves me and he answered NO...hearing that word coming from him really hurts me but because of that I accepted that there is no more hope for us and it's time to let go....I am letting go..little by little each day....but this one thing's for sure I will never stop loving him I'll just stop showing it....

Letting go is now easy for me...when JC and I separated I learned how to do it......



I'm already numb and used to this feeling...because of JC...

pix at training =)

these people are my so-called classmates...

1. that is elyn my friend the first person i talked with
2.that is marco he doesn't know about this picture
3. that's my hair
4.that's vic my ever so nice friend
5.that's me
6. my notebook
7. that's me doing princess janelle pose
8.deo at the background..that was supposed to be a solo pic
9.elyn again
10.deo and I making funny faces
11. that's me marlon took that pix
12. that is deo
13. marco, anna, deo and elyn....
14.that's marlon a.k.a. jeffrey hidalgo...sabi niya he looks like him heheheh....our clown...the class will be boring if he's not around
15. deo and anna after they smoked cigarette
16. that's cedric...the most good looking but i don't like him...suplado
=( but his girlfriend is pretty =)

nyay

OVER IT by KATHARINE MCPHEE


I'm over your lies
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay.
You call me and I...
And I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone.

Oh and that's why

Your eyes... I'm over it.
You're smile... I'm over it.
Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over...
(I'm sorry)


Moving on
It is my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it.
I'm so over it...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over it.

Moving on
It is my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
Now I'm so over
So over it.

chasing cars

"All I'm asking is for one night together just you and me all alone and if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me, I will finally let you go"

CHASING CARS


We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

the song that I think never suits me....

Shocks it's been 2 weeks since Mike and I separated again if you asked me..I'm neither sad and devastated about it.... I never knew singleness is fun (and will suit me).......I'm enjoying my life right now and I focus on hunting a job instead of thinking about him....of course I'm not denying that I miss him but I'm not sorry for what had happened...

Funny whenever I see couples getting mushy mushy with each other I never get jealous or bitter at the very least and I'm thankful for Mike because of that....We did PDA (public display of affection) unlike JC and I we're so DRY =)


ACCEPTANCE is really okay and TRUTH is much much better.. we've been living a lie for the past 6 months and now we already let go of that LIE...

I know that I have the courage to LOVE and be HURT again.....

I thought losing MIKE I will be lost too.... But I was wrong LOSING him made me found myself....

So this song is not for me...I just love this song eversince
HOW DO HEAL A BROKEN HEART by the ELEMENTS






I can't believe what i just heard
Could it be true
Are you the girl I thought I knew
The one who promised me her love
Where did it go
Does anybody ever know

Chorus:
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can't let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to let you go

And were you ever what you seemed
Or was I a fool who fell in love
With his own dream
And now you say you want to leave
Start a new life today
Those words I thought you'd never say

Chorus:
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I have finally found

A new life
In my soul
And find that I know how to let you go
You go

Chorus:
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow i'll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I know how to let you go

Pain is only in your head

I should feel devastatd right now..but I'm not..maybe it's bcause I accpeted these past 6 months that our relationship is plummeting..

It's painful but I haven't shed a tear maybe my tears are all gone...
I'll have to enjoy my SINGLENESS which I haven't felt highschool
I wonder what it feels like...

Dati I really feel dyahe when I eat alone in a fastfood like Mcdo, Jollibee (which I really disliked), and KFC but now I enjoying it...I'm loving and enjoying my solitude and freedom =)

anyway I do hope with God's help and my willingness to work will help me pass my training in a company which I won't tell =) I should be busy as a bee..I pity our batch..no gwapos at all I'm so jealous at other batch
but I do hope they're kind =)

Grabe nakakainis our office is in SHAW but we'll have our training in MAGALLANES...I do hope I will NEVER get LOST =)

AND

I WANT THANK THOSE PEOPLE WHO TOOK THIS FOLLOWING PICTURES I DO HOPE I'M NOT VIOLATING ANY COPYRIGHTS BY USING THESE PICTURES AND IF I DO,, PLEASE DO INFORM ME @ luisa.laborero@gmail.com

I WANT TO MARRY one of these guys

DANIEL hahaha I LOVED HARRY POTTER BECAUSE OF HIM


TONY eventhough I don't understand him


JERRY YAN =)




YAEL


HAPPY DAYS GUYS

LOOK AT ME

when people are in love you can see it on the way they look in each others eyes....

they can see the future right there and then.....together....

I don't what it feels like....I envy lovers who look deep in each others eye..when they can almost see the soul of their loved one...and see their faces behind it...

I might just ask HIM to look at me for just a moment so that he'll be able to see him inmy eyes .....and maybe he'll realized that I'm the one he LOVES

What about Love by LEMAR

"What About Love?"

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

[Chorus:]
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

[Chorus]

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

[Chorus]

PLEASE READ IT'S LONG BUT VERY INSPIRATIONAL

HOW CAN I LIVE WITH MY LOSS
by tim jackson

"Each person's loss and suffering has its own unique quality. No outsider can fully enter into it. Everyone will suffer with some form of lost. No one is exempt. And no matter what the loss, it feels like a hole has been torn in your soul that cannot be mended. The difficult but necessary process of dealing with any loss is GRIEF.

We are all dealing with LOSS.Sooner or later, the things we hold dear are taken out of our hands. Sometimes GENTLY. Sometimes HARSHLY. But always PAINFULLY.

We believe the pain is TOO big price to PAY for the joy and peace that might follow. So many of us try AVOID facing loss with the hope of CONTROLLING our PAIN.

It seems so right to AVOID pain in our lives, but by failing to FACE PAIN we LOSE the opportunity to experience the JOY that can be OURS.

We spend assive amounts of personal energy trying to avoid face-on the dreaded agony of LOSING something or SOMEONE we DEEPLY cherish and richly enjoy. The RESULT f such UNSUCCESFUL avoidanc is often DEEP ANGER and BITTERNESS.
There is however, a better way to deal of inevitable loss. We must LEARN how to put ou PAIN to WORK for us.


WHAT IS GRIEF?

GRIEF is a universal complex and PAINFUL process of dealing with and adjusting to loss.

We especially grieve the loss of CHERISHED relationships. The MORE we have INVESTED in the relationship, whether it's a person, organization, ideology or even a pet, the GREATER will be the distress and PAIN of separation. Thus the depth of our grief is directy linked to the quality of the RELATIONSHIP with the individual or desired object is loss. All loses have a way of pushing us to take personal inventory of what we really HANGING ON to for a sense of PERSONAL SECURITY .

Losses FORCE us to LOOK INSIDE and SEE WAYS we HANDLE our PAIN. It HURTS to LOOK inside and TRY to UNDERSTAND why we must GRIEVE in the first place.

We grieve because we were NEVER built to HANDLE LOSS.

When we are confronted with loss, many times we FEEL UNNERVE and PARALYZED by the PAIN. It's pretty HARD for us to VIEW a painful loss as an OPPURTUNITY for POSITVE change. We NEED to FACE the UNSETTLING reality that CHANGE and LOSS are INEVITABLY LINKED, and that they are UNAVOIDABLE.

Much of the STRUGGLE we face in dealing with a LOSS centers in the CHOICE of CHANGE. LOSS and PAIN will MAKE us either BITTER or BETTER.

By UNDERSTANDING where we will be GOING, we will be better PREPARED to HANDLE it when it does COME.

We must all LEARN for ourselves that GRIEVING is a CONFUSING and DISORIENTING process that TAKES TIME. It is NOT something WE GET OVER, BUT rather it is something WE GET THROUGH.

DEEP wounds of the SOUL often REQUIRE more TIME to HEAL THAN wounds of the BODY.But HEALING will COME. We don't CONTROL the PROCESS, and that LEAVES us FEELING very DEPENDENT.

If there are no OUTWARD signs of GRIEVING, however , and the person KEEPS all the EMOTIONS INSIDE, that equally UNHEALTHY. Sooner or later the peros's DEFENSES will COLLAPSE, usually RESULTING in some FORM of DEPRESSION.

Entering the valley of ADJUSTMENT usually puts us in touch with our deep LONGING for SECURITY and PERMANENCE in RELATIONSHIPS. We don't EVER want ANYONE to LEAVE us.
ABANDONMENT is our number one FEAR. Separation and loss through death, divore and job relocation calls us to ADJUST.

ACCEPTANCE means making decisions and MOVING ON.LIFE is not OVER. It will ALWAYS be DIFFIRENT, but it STILL can be good.

the VIRTUE of PERSEVERANCE is BEST learnd in the CRUCIBLE suffering and grief.
PERSEVERANCE is the COMMITMENT to KEEP moving in the direction our compass indicates, even when we CAN'T where we're HEADING.

Those who persevere BEAR the SCARS of PAST WOUNDS. Yet they EMERGE INTACT, with a CLEARER prspective on TRUSTING GOD when ALL else FAILS.

FEELINGS of alienation, alonesss and abandnment are PREVALANT during this PERIOD. The BEST antidote for ALIENATION is to BEGIN to REINVEST in RELATIONSHIPS with HURTING people.

The RETURN of the DESIRE to LOVE again is the BEST indicator that the STAGES of GRIEF have been COMPLETED. REFUSAL to LOVE again is an indication that we're AFRAID of LOSING someone else. NO ONE ENJOY THE PAIN OF LOSS. But a deepening FAITH faith in the ONE who WILL NEVER abandon us will enable US to RISK loving AGAIN
" Only people who AVOID love can avoid GRIEF. The point is to LEARN from it and REMAIN vulnerable to LOVE"- JOHN BRANTNER
It is the final stage of GRIEF that mourners are able to REGARD their loss as a GROWTH-PROMOTING experience that has MADE them BETTER people in the PROCESS.This deepening AWARENESS of the FRAGILITY of LIFE and their place in it GIVES BIRTH to a richer APPRECIATION for the BEAUTY and IMPORTANCE of LIFE.

One PURPOSE of DEALING with grief is to INVEST in the LIVES of OTHERS who NEED the same COMFORT that COMFORTED our grief.

Until that great day of RENEWAL arrives, allow yourself the FREEDOM to ENJOY LIFE again. You are NOT BETRAYING your LOVED one if you LAUGH.ALthough life may be in a minor key for a while,JOY will CATCH us by SURPRISE. When it does ENJOY it. Begin filling your spiritual photo alabum with SNAPSHOTS of JOYFUL TIMES.

REMEMBERING what or whom you have LOST will ALWAYS cause a TWINGE of PAIN. It will times even MOVE you to TEARS again. BUT that won't be ALL.

TEARS are indication of one's HUMANESS, not indication of WEAKNESS or LACK of FAITH.

We all feel UNCOMFORTABL with situations where we can do NOTHING. Those who are grieving know that you CAN'T CHANGE what has HAPPENED. What we WANT to KNOW is, " Will YOU walk with ME along this PAINFUL PATH that I must TRAVEL?"

They FEEL ABANDONED over the LOSS of their LOVED on. The LAST thing they NEED to FEEL abandoned by OTHERS AROUND THEM. They NEED TRUE FRIENDS who will LISTEN not ONLY with their EARS but with their HEART"

love of my life by queen..my song that suits me right now

Love of my life, you hurt me,
You broken my heart, now you leave me.

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life dont leave me,
Youve stolen my love now desert me,

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there by your side,
To remind how I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life,
Love of my life.

give me a big break

I wrote in my wordpress about my doubt in God's existence and someone bothered to comment....:)

but she doesn't know me and my life and I'm just sorry that I can never accept her comments... :(


If God truly exists......I just want him to gaive me a break...

I just want to feel happy even for a day..I want him to give me a good memory...

THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME

I'm not comfortable in using wordpress that's why I decided to comeback..but for my previous posts please go to http://luisalaborero.wordpress.com

I'm falling in love again with F4 hahaha Im watching Meteor Garden all over again but not in GMA seven because of the mere fact that the dubbing of the voices sucks :) I'd rather watch an english subtitled one....

I wish I could go back to the time of " F4 phenomenon"where you can hear people singing songs that they don't have any idea what it means...the time when I wished that I could speak , read and understand Chinese or even dreamed of becoming san chai....

Meteor Garden was a big hit then but just like a meteor, meteor garden phenomena and the F4 faded and dissappear in the atmosphere...:(

I would just like to share to you guys my FAVORITE SONG OF F4

TITLE: METEOR RAIN

I will write the ENGLISH LYRICS

(vic)The cozy starry sky should touch your feelings. I'm right behend you I will decorate the sky for you
(jerry)I won't let you be lonely. I will take away your sadness
The weight of your dreams, I will bear them all.

Refrain:(vaness) I'll hold your hand., walk with you. No matter how strong the wind is, now that you have me, you wont lose your way again

Chorus:Let me accompony you in watching meteor rain on the ground. Allow your tears to fall on my shoulders. Believe in my love.Only you could give me strength.Youll soon find out what happiness is

(jerry) If your problems are too many, then give me your heart to protect. The drained emotions I will shield them away from you
(vic) Colorful words are just accent to love If I'm silentthat's because I love you so much

KEN;;;ChoRUS

Vaness The rain has stopped, the clouds are goneleaving behind a lovely warmth..I want to share the tears in your eyes

REpeat ChoRUS 2x...
Vaness You'll soon find out what happiniess is..

ODDS and ENDS mY new HoME...

I decided to try WORDPRESS please VISIT IT IF YOU HAVE THE TIME....

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~LUISA AT WORDPRESS+

fUcK

hahaha this is my fucking life that sucks to the end......last chance..death might be a lot more easier,....

hahaha....sucks...

ON the LiGHteR side Of The StOry I'vE beeN TagGeD by JiNjIruKs ( my PrincE in ThE BLoGgInG WORLd)


Three Things That Scares Me

1. ghOstS

2. eMotiOnaL BLacKmaiL

3.be An OLd MaiD


Three People Who Make Me Laugh

PASS AKO DITO WALA ME MAISIP EH


Three Things I Love

MY LiFE (kahit na it sUcKs sOmetiMes)

My CP

MySeLf

Three Things I Don’t Understand

MatH

LiFE

PEoPLe dOn'T knOw How To bE cOnTenTed


Three Things On My Desk

IPOD

CP

DVD oF Star Wars


Three Things I Am Doing Right Now

WoRrYing AboUt WoRk

BLoggINg

WatcHinG TV

Three Things I Want To Do Before I Die

GeT drunK

OverNight wIth FriEnds

Go To RoME

Three Things I Can Do

I can talk

I can text

I can Read



Three Things I Can’t Do

I can’t please everybody

I can’t fly

I can’t trUst OthER

Three Things I Think You Should Listen To

AdviCes

friends, family

conscience (parang wala ako nito ah hahaha kidding)

Three Things You Should Never Listen To

mean people

mga tupperware

PeOpLe whO cOmPLains

Three Things I Would Like To Learn

To Drive A Car

To FLy

To GET inVisiBLe


Three Favorite Foods

Sinigang

Choco RoLL of GOLDILOCKS

ChiCKEn CuRRY


Three Shows I Watched As A Kid

BATIBOT (who doesn't)

SHAIDer

RAInBoW BriGht

busy busy busy

i love my work it's just that i'm really really stressed out :)

that little thing called love

I'm hurting simply because YOU found someone else to love.. when the fact remains that I found my significant other the day after we said it' sover between us...

We're together for a wonderful year and eight months....but we broke up for a very petty reason...fuck that day


I'm now spending wonderful 3 years with my boyfriend...and that 3 years I loved you and I can say that he can never take your place..

Now....I'm starting to let go of you...the thing that I should have done many years ago....

BUT THE FACT REMAINS...

I STILL LOVE YOU...probably I WON'T STOP DOING THIS LITTLE THING

hurt me

I'm really hurting...not because of Mike but because of whoever I can't tell anyone it's bawal

PUTANGINANG THIEF

My brand new BAG (native bag made from ABACA bought last JUNE 15) was stolen yesterday afternoon..


I was so lucky that my cellphone was in my pocket (i still have a reason to feel grateful at least)but my LICENSE and the letters of my EX gave me was in the bag....okay okay sayang talaga yung bag I've only used it for a couple of days and for a split second ganun lang nawala ( that was SUPPOSED to be my remembrance from my first salary) huhuhuhu....

MALAS NIYA walang cellphone bag ko, AT WALANG PERA :)

I was really really thankful that I have MICHAEL :)

DEAR GOD,


PLEASE GIVE ME PATIENCE....NOW


I already started teaching last JUNE 13


and well I kinda like it now...I just hate parents who always complain....


I'm already letting go and thank GOD for giving me a nice job , it's a good destruction :)

the loneliest people on earth :(

I played solitaire after a long time now....I won but too bad I had no one to share my happiness with...


now I realized that people who lives in their own solitary lives are the loneliest people....

THE DAY WE FIND LOVE

Isnt the first time, wont be the last time

Dont you worry, I dont mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over
With your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Dont be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
The only thing Im asking, cause I need you to
Remember me as the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, its never too late

Chorus:
cause I know this isnt the first time
Wont be the last time
I surrender my soul cause youre always
Keeping me waiting,
Anticipating the day we find love once again

I wont give up while theres a glimmer of a chance
A dream thats never ending
Inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh, baby, youre my destiny
But the message Im receiving is you're through with me
But Ill be there even though you tell me you dont care, no, no
How could you forget the times we shared?
Dont throw our love away
You know its never too late

Repeat chorus
Ooh, remember me as the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see how deep our love could be
No, its never too late, no, no, no, no
Repeat chorus to fade



LETTING GO IS THE HARDEST PART

memories

"one of the reasons why people hold on to memories so tight... is because, Memories are the only things that don't change... When everything else does.."



I loathe Eman...oh please i'm not envious or whatever it's just he's too loud.. VERY VERY TALKATIVE for a guy/man f***!!! i want to put a packaging tape around his mouth just for him to shut up...and give myself a moment of silence... he's getting on my nerves....really big time...

SILENT RIVERS RUNS DEEP...maybe you're shallow

There's another one I hate.....she's also getting on my nerves...golly GOD forgive me...kainggit ka ang ganda mo kasi eh eh....stop meddling on our people's lives and style kanya kanya yan nuh.....malamang inggit ka lang....FUCK ANG GANDA MO KASI EH....

I HATE BEING PLASTIC
I TELL YOU I DON'T USUALLY TALK TO THIS PEOPLE...


I MISS MY BESTFRIEND!!!


It doesn't mean that if you're not able to speak fluently in english it doesn't make you stupid...there are people who are good in writing..but not that good whn it comes to speaking...

pede ba .....kaw nga wrong grammar eh...

DESIDERATA (Latin for "desired things")

READ THIS ONE SO NICE :)

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.


If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.


Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.


Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.


Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful.


Strive to be happy.


--- Max Ehrmann, 1927

rants

I went to the school we're I'll be working, badtrip nakaapak ako ng TA* tangina sira porma ko buiti na lang may buhangin sa tabi :)..

I'm so excited to work I'll be handling KINDERGARTEN and PREP sheeeeet pero okay lang I already hd an experience in handling kids (BTW EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUC. is my major)

I have nice co teachers, but I don't think I will be able to befriend all of them.

I already dislike someone but I won't say the name, I don't talk to H** kinda maepal kasi.....

and what's this bringing all the stuff para lang makita na seryoso ka sa pag aaral mo.. FUCK THAT

I hate smart alecks that means you...

They always talk about the incoming LET (licensure examinations for teachers).
They asked our average grade in the board exam..and they were shocked when I told them my average.... I'm not the type kasi :)

tagged

i have been tagged by ~PEPE+


The list of 6 websites that i love wasting my bandwidth and precious minutes upon are:


1.GOOGLE-is our homepage



2.MULTIPLY- to post my pictures,post videos from youtube (not reliable when the video is deleted you won't be able to view it)



3.FRIENDSTER- to stalk my long lost friends and classmates and friendster message is much more convenient to use that email.



4.YAHOO MAIL-to see those who commented, and those who left messages.



5.PHOTOBUCKET-to host my pictures :)



6.MY BLOGGER FRIENDS SITE-eventhough I don't leave a message on your cbox it dosn't mean that I don't visit your blogs...

maybe

there be no falling stars this time around....

i'll be crying my last tears

i'll bear my last pain

i'll be able to walk away..far from you where you can never hurt me

tagged

i've been tagged by CHA




Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog post of their own with 6 weird things, as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.


1. I'm a pre-school teachr but I dislike kids.

2. I prefer being left in the house alone.

3. I prefer gravy than catsup when eating fries.

4. I seldom drink water.

5. I'm a nocturnal being.

6. I'm scaredy-cat but I prefer watching horror movies .


hahaha i will braek the rules because I'm tamad to tag people this time sowee :)

for my S.O.

"The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore"

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
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funny jsut yesterday we we'r having a blast now...it's all flushed down....why??

educational degree and age limit for politicians

I totally agreed withJUGS of Itchyworms opinion about people who runs in politics...

I watched boto mo patrol mo yesterday before I voted and I agreed with SEn. Miriam Santiago and Congressman Remulla that people who want to have a position in politics should be at least a college graduate. It would be totally unfair for us (common people) because in our world today ,if you are not a college graduate you have the lesser opportunity in finding a decent job (even college graduates have the difficulty in finding a decent job).

Why not demand this to those people who are too ambitous and too thick to run in the politics?
How can they make laws if they do not understand it thoroughly?
Do you really think that Manny Pacquiao will be able to make a law? hahaha he's not even a highschool graduate...

and not just that they should also put an AGE LIMIT to those who run FUCK...
if you're 60(private sector) and 65 (government) you are already retirable unfair talaga sila...

JOKER ARROYO for instance is already 80 years old I know he's a good senator but for God's sake he should be staying at home and taking care of his grand children hahaha

belated happy mother's day and voting day

I hate MOTHER'S DAY...

My mom passed away for almost 3 years from now....I miss her more and more each day and this day even increases the feeling of how much I'm longing for her....

I know that my Aunt loved me as her own but it's still not the same when she was still around....anyway

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MA, WHEREVER YOU ARE..

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I voted awhile ago, kainis talaga nung una di ko makita yung precinct ko...pero dahil sa aming butihing mga kapit bahay nakita ko I mean nilayung name ko. would you believe that my mom was still there...ayun todo lakas ng loob na lang at sinabi ko na patay na mom ko and they put a big DECEASED in her name box....yung indelible ink ko parang nail polish hahaha











After that I went out with JC (my ex) hay kaboring siya kasama hahaha ang bad ko
..

watched spiderman 3 again...hahaha I REALLY LOVE IT
...........

HAHAHA PANO BA YAN LOREN PARANG SI CHIZ NA ANG NUMBER ONE SA SENADO....

heto na....

lapit na botohan ito lists ko

MEDYO MAKA OPPOSITION AKO PERO WALA SI LEGARDA

1.ESCUDERO
2.ALAN CAYETANO
3.NOYNOY AQUINO
4.LACSON
5.PIMENTEL
6.TRILLANES
7.OSMENA
8.VILLAR
9.COSETENG
10.ROCO



BAKIT di KO BOBOTO si LEGARDA

tang ina niya..siya yung nag gawa ng batas na DI na dapat swelduhan ang mga TEACHERS pag april at may....anu yun ibig sabihin di na kakain yung mga kapamilya ng mga teachers?? eh anung gagawin niya sa pera??

TANG INA MONG NUMBER 1 SA SENADO!!!!

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dati inisip ko din na iboto si HONASAN pero di na ngayon di na ko sigurado sa kanya


si TOL MIKE DEFENSOR isa pa tong GAGO..ang kapal mo WALANG SKWATER SA SARILING BAYAN amg dami ng nagsabi niyan BOOHOO and di ako naniniwala sa mga sinasabi mo....about PAG IBIG and SMOKEY MOUNTAIN..pede bah???

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nakakainis pala yung BANAT party list di naman kandidato si ERAP eh..bakit si JOSE PIDAL di niya binanatan!!??

my visual DNA

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

GO FIGURE

I saw this on ~MARIEL's Page

A: you like to drink.
B: you like people.
C: you are really silly.
D: one in a million.
E: great in bed.
F: you are dead sexy.
G: you never let people tell you what to do.
H: you have a very good personality, looks and a very good kisser.
I: great in bed.
J: people adore u.
K: you're wild and crazy.
L: unbelievably great in bed.
M: great in bed.
N: you like to drink a LOT.
O: awesome kisser.
P: you are hypocrite.
Q: you are popular with all types of people.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
S: easy to fall in love with.
T: you're loyal to those you love.
U: you are really silly.
V: you are not judgemental
W: you are very broad minded.
X: you never let people tell you what to do.
Y: best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z: always ready

MEANS

L-unbelievably great in bed
U-you are really silly
I-great in bed.
S-easy to fall in love with.
A-you like to drink


hahaha kakatuwa naman so magaling pala ako sa kama...oo inaamin ko magaling ako sa kama...

magaling akong MATULOG hahaha

I MISS the FEELING

I watched Spiderman pero di ko na eelaborate tutal lahat naman ng tao eh yun na yung nasa blog nila


I missed being IN LOVE



BTW PLEASE WATCH LAW OF UEKI VERY VERY NICE!!!!

harry potter

IM SO EXCITED

finally it's over

After all the endless crying and myriad of pains..It finally came to my senses that WE or should I say, I was fighting a lost battle...and I was just too PROUD to admit that I'm losing...

Now I accepted my defeat and waving a white flag...I surrender I can't fight anymore.....

Finally it's over....


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ON THE LIGHTER SIDE OF THE STORY



I went to Rosebelle (the school where I would be teaching this June)..akala ko naman eh magpapasukat lang ng uniform hindi pala...

I had my written exams which was good naman( I hate interviews hahaha )and Sir told me that I did not dissapointed him and he was impressed (yabang!). Sa totoo lang I was really nervous ako kasi naunang natapos at di ako gumamit ng scrap unlike ng mga naksabayan ko :)...

1.what makes you think that you are qualified for the position?
2.how will you establish your carreer?
3.what are the qualities of a good teacher?
4.what of these qualities do you possess?

Practical answer lang daw kaya straight to the point ako sumagot hahaha.....

tapos ng demo nilang 5 (i'm exempted here (: btw)

then nagpasukat na kami ng uniform they want pants daw pero I prefer skirt :) and Maam Rose said na mas okay daw ang skirt ( heheh bhelat)...

Mas bagay ang skirt sa akin because I'm pee wee sized (4'8)...

Then we ate at RAZONS the best HALO HALO....


BTW i love KJWAN'S new VIDEO......ONE LOOK

bhebhe

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

I really love this song...






I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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Mike and I are okay I mean we can already talk like civilized people ...siguro nga di na namin mababalik yung dati...siguro nga kaya we decided to work this thing dahil na lang sa longevity ng relasyon namin..

but I'm still hoping and praying for a miracle....

all I want to do is find my way back into love hehehe

fuck you michael borromeo!!!

mag break na tayo!!!!!!!! ayoko nah talaga sau!!!

on my being SUBMISSIVE

mike and I agreed to work on our relationship as long I am being submissive

now .....

we're having a huge fight again........ since im already submissive


this is the only immature thing I could do hahaha


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I watched Sponge cola on wowowee and I feel so sorry for yael.....grabe la siyang voice....

I miss going to their gigs hahaha

......

hahaha....

corny.....ko pare

resurrection

Thanks to JUNELLE, ROWJIE and DOTEP

I'm okay now...hahaha dami kasi distractions na lately..
I ate ice craze Jollibee banana con HIELO
I ate yung sa mCDO hahaha yung cute couple (corn)
I drank JOllibees yung frosty hahahaha
I ate dirty halo halo hehehe


I went swimming with my co teachers-to-be
I went to mike's home yesterday para sa celebration ng graduation niya...


His family is so so nice......:)

self mutilation

My life is in the lowest point right now....I really feel frustrated,broken,used,and confused...

I don't want to wake up...and I don't want to fall asleep either....
I always feel hungry but I don't want to eat....
I want to give up but I'm still holding on...

Have you ever felt at one point in your life that you just want to end it??

well i think this is mine...



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So you see kahit mag blog ako at kahit anung gawin ko di ko na kaya....

bat ganun wala man lang time out sa sakit???..Wala man lang akong break....
wala man lang masaya....


I need someone....to find me I'm so lost

PLACES TO GO to FIND NEMO

If given a chance i want to visit these places

ENCHANTED KINGDOM (hahah ang babaw)
BOHOL ( i want to see chocolate hills and tarsiers)
TAGAYTAY (kabawan ulit 10 years old lang ako nung huli akong nagpunta dun)
BAYWALK (sa gabi hehehe..saka di ko pa nakita fountain)
NATIONAL MUSEUM (pede ba magpunta dito kahit di field trip?)
OCEAN ADVENTURES (dolphin)
MANILA ZOO
ZOOBIC (camels naman)
INTRAMUROS (nakalimutan ko na kasi itsura nito eh)
HUNDRED ISLANDS
BORACAY
MOUNT PINATUBO (kainis di kasi kami sumama nung may chance eh)
yung CROSS SA MOUNT SAMAT
PALAWAN..
PUERTO GALLERA


HHAHAHA anu ba yan WOW PHIL. hehehe





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I never thought I'll live to say this pero sana pasukan na hahaha....I want to work na I'm so excited....because after several months of being a bum I finally can say that I have a work na...

Kahapon tinext ako ng best friend ko na magpunta kami sa school na pinagtatrabahuhan niya dahil daw may gathering..akala ko formal simming pala hehehe biglaan talaga...Kasama ako dun kasi well sa June I'll be officially part of their faculty.....God is so good because the night before that I asked for a sign...kung talagang dun na ko...

Mr. and Mrs. Linan (the owners) are so nice....as in ang bait kaya nahihiya mag resign mga tao..hahaha kung dun ako well i'll stay there talaga..

Some of the faculty brought along with them their specila someone..pakshet!! nakakainggit pero on the other hand wag nah dahil kung ganun na lang face ng bf ko wag na lang hahaha (sama ko dude)......

Pangit na kasi ako eh bakit pa ko pipili ng pangit di ba??


I wanna go to the beach... I wanna find NEMO....baka sakali pag nakita ko siya makakita din ako ng taong magmamahal sa akin awwwwwww


swimming swimming swimming......


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SHOULD I GET MARRIED??

My friend has another baby..boy again and this is her 3rd child..well every child has a different father..lahat ng anak niya panganay hehehe..

Most of my batchmates are already married and if not married well they have their own babies naman..

My former classmate Kareen and my best friend Anabel are married also...

it seems that PEOPLE are now getting married at a young age....well seeing them in friendster, or in person I feel a little bit envious well really because they look so happy...
but seeing my 2 ELDER SISTERS parang nagbabago ang isip ko kasi pareho silang FAILED MARRIAGES...and the children are the one who suffers...3 lang kami magkakapatid pero believe me I already have 11 pamangkins hehehe 7 sa panganay at 4 sa pangalawa...4 ang bayaw ko hahaha pero I wouldn't go to details kung paano nangyari yun...

Most of my friends told me na baka daw sa dami ng failed relationships ko at sa nangyari sa mga ate ko eh..baka daw tumanda na akong dalaga..sa totoo lang I don't want to be an old maid..syempre gusto ko din naman magkapamilya in the future......

With all honesty I don't believe in the sanctity of marriage wala naman kasi akong nakitang example..sa TV lang....

I want to have a family in the future well if not..I want I have a child in the future...

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BTW I'M GOING TO TEACH NA SA JUNE!!!

PAKSHET NA NEWS NAMAN OH

Nagsasawa na ako manood ng balita....bat di pa natin tigilan si First Gentleman tang ina sino ba siya asawa lang naman siya ng presidente di ba???

Ni hindi nga ako sigurado kung talagang naopera yang gagong yan eh....may nakakita ba sa kanya?!! pakshet!!! Kahit akp pede kong sabihin na naoperahan si ganito kahit nga ikalat mo na namatay ka pede eh...

Nakakatawa dahil tumaon yan sa balita tungkol sa asawa ng kapatid niya..yung kay Iggy at kay Aleli...na may sinabi si Aleli na si FG ang may pakana ng mga stalker niya...!! HELLOOOOOOO PHILS. AND HELLOOOOOOOO WORLD!!!HALATA NAMAN NA GUMAGAWA SILA NG GANITONG ISSUE PARA MATAKPAN YUNG ISSUE NA YUN....



Kung ako tatanungin sana namatay na siya...!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaha





kanta ko SAYO

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh.



SORRY BAD MOOD

100 TRUTHS

001. real name :
-Maria Luisa C. Laborero

002. nickname:
- lui, love

003. single or taken :
- taken

004. zodiac sign :
- aries

005. male or female :
- female

006. elementary :
- chst

007.high :
- chst

008. college :
- chst

009. eye color :
- black

010. hair color :
- black

011. long or short hair :
- not too long not too short

012. shoe size :
- 4-5 (hahaha dwende)

013. asthma? :
- thankfully none

014. are you health freak :
- no

015. height :
- 4'8 (hahaha dwende talaga)

016. do you have a crush on someone:
- yes yes

017. do you like yourself :
- i LOVE myself

018. piercings :
- one each ear

019. tattoos :
- none but i wanna try henna but my bf doesn't want

020. righty or lefty :
- righty

FIRSTS:
022. first surgery :
- la pa eh


023. first piercing :
- sa ears

024. first best friend :
- si tristan evengelista hanggang high school.....

025. first movie :
- princess sarah ang munting prinsesa woah!!!

026. First sport you joined :
- langit lupa hehehe

027. first pet :
- daga hahaha yung puti ah

028. first vacation :
- sa lumang bahay nila lola ko na wala na ngayon

29.first concert
- february 10, 2006 last year

030. first crush :
- si john basagre ngayon palaboy na siya thank God


CURRENTLY :

049. eating :
-nope

050. drinking :
-nope

052. i'm about :
- huh?

053. listening to :
-NOYPI theme song

055. waiting for :
- 2 am hehe

057. wearing :
-pambahay

YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? :
-yupyup

059. want to get married? :
-yupyup.

060. careers in mind? :
- wala hehehe makapag turo lang ako okay na

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
SEX? :
068. lips or eyes? :
-eyes...

069. hugs or kisses :
- kisses hahaha

070. shorter or taller :
- taller

072. romantic or spontaneous? :
- spontaneously romantic

073. stomach or arms :
-arms

074. sensitive or loud :
- mas gusto ko sensitive

075. hook-up or relationship:
- hook up naman di ko pa natry yun eh hehehe bad ako

HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger :
- not yet hehe

080. lost glasses/contacts :
- i dont wear those

081. ran away from home :
- never

082. broken any bones :
-na sprain ako does this one count??

084. broken someone's heart :
- yes..

085. been arrested:
- hindi ah..

086. turned someone down :
- yes

87. cried when someone died :
- yes

088. liked a friend
- yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself:
- I have a semi low self esteem hahaha

090. miracles :
- yes don't you??

091. love at first sight:
- YES i believe in love at first sight

092. heaven :
- yes

093. santa claus :
- yes haha so gullible

094. fairies :
- not anymore pero sana totoo sila

095. kissing on the first date :
- yes

096. angels :
- yes =)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you
want to be with right now?
- meron

098. Is Superman really better
than Batman?
-Superman

099. Have you had
more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at
the same time?
- yes im so bad

100.Do you believe in God?
>> yes but im not religous

goodbye...

"Goodbye To You"

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years we just pretend
And I say,

[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus x2]

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
______________________
as they've said...
"it's better to love and lost than never loved at all"

FUCK whoever said that......I wished I never knew how to love at least if I haven't felt it I wouldn't be in this predicament...

ei

nakakainis kanina ko lang nalaman na nirevive din pala ni nina ang fave song ko na I CANT MAKE YOU LOVE ME now I have to hate that song nah...ewan ko ba just like TULIRO by my fave band ayoko na kasi sikat na siya.....ayoko sabihan na nakikiuso lang ako..hehehe

NAKAKAIRITA TALAGA...


"may mga bagay sa buhay ko na bumibitiw na ayoko pang bitiwan"

LENTEN......REFLECTIONS

Holy week nanaman at panahon na naman para sa mga banal na aso at santong kabayo...wag na tumanggi alam ko meron kayong mga kakilalang mga ganito pedeng kamag anak, kapitbahay, kaibigan o minsan di mo napapansin isa ka na pala sa kanila hehehe


Di ako pala simbang tao...in fact kung hindi lang mahalaga ang attendance nung college ako malamang pag graduate ko nung high school eh di na ako nakapag simba...minsan guilty din naman ako dahil ang seven capital sins eh nagawa ko na...


ENVY


"Dante groups Envy with Anger and Pride as the sins of "Perverted Love." The other two groups are "Insufficient Love" and "Excessive Love of Earthly Goods." Envy is perverted because it "loves" what other people possess, rather than what is Good, Beautiful and True. It is often portrayed as "eating away" the heart of the envious person. Dante shows the envious as among those farthest away from Paradise, with their eyes sewn shut, but weeping over their sins. Again, a common metaphor for Envy is "wearing out the eyes."

------normal lang naman siguro na mainggit ako sa mga taong mayayaman...at totoo naiinggit ako sa mg taong maraming pera...aminin na natin masarap ang may pera....may nabasa nga ako eh "MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS BUT IT CAN MAKE YOU UNHAPPY IN NICE PLACES IF DON'T HAVE ANY"
totoo naman na ang pangunahing problema sa mundo bukod sa lovelife eh ang PERA PERA PERA PERA PERA......
Sana maghirap na si BILL GATES (joke)

ANGER

"As with many other passions, anger (or wrath) may be an emotion or an attitude"

Shit lang ang nagsasabi na hindi siya marunong nito...malamang di siya agad nagagalit pero nakakaramdam din siya nito...
Minsan kahit di ka naman inaano ng tao eh nagagalit ka sa kanya malamang dahil sa ENVY hahaha...

PRIDE

"Overweening pride, arrogance, haughtiness: these have been the stuff of tragedy. Vanity, fussiness, delicacy: the stuff of comedy. These are all forms of self-delusion, and paper-thin masks over rotting features. Pride and vanity refuse the truth about who we are and substitute illusions for reality. While vanity is mostly concerned with appearance, pride is based in a real desire to be God, at least in one's own circle."


may mga bagay sa mundo talaga na mahirap tanggapin..di mo matanggap na meron mas maganda, mas matangkad, mas magaling at mas matalino sa yo. Mahirap tanggapin ang down fall..marami nag su suicide dahil sa FAILURE ako nagpapasalamat ako at failure ako at least matibay na ako hehehe

AVARICE

There are at least three forms of greed:
1) an obsessive desire for ever more material goods and the attendant power.
2) a fearful need to store up surplus goods for a vaguely defined time of want.
3) a desire for more earthly goods for their own sake.

Sino ba ang di naging masiba?? kaw?? ULOL eh bakit mo kinuha mo lahat ng candy?? hehehe
GMA at si FG ang nangunguna dito...pakshet ang dami ng pera nangungurakot pa...at di lang naman sila eh andyan din yung mga nagpatong sa presyo ng lampost sa cebu....

Tuwing nag te take out ako kahit softdrinks naiinis ako sa mga batang humihingi ng pagkain na hawak mo..dahil hindi ako nakakatiis kahit uhaw pa ako...pano naman kasi alam ko makakatikim pa ako nun sila makokontento sa tira tira...

GLUTTONY

There are at least three forms of Gluttony:
1) Wanting more pleasure from something than it was made for.
2) Wanting it exactly our way (delicacy).
3) Demanding too much from people (excessive desire for other people's time or presence).

---Totoo naman to minsan pag nagpunta ko sa kainan imbes na magpasalamat eh...kinukutya ko pa ang luto nila naaalala ko ang spaghetti hehehe grabe di masarap talaga hehehe...
----nakakatawa lang minsan kasi gusto natin ng cake..bibilhin nila yung mura CHIFFON na bilog...tapos ayaw mo pala nun ang gusto mo chocolate....binili ka nila ngayon ng chocolate cake sa red ribbon eh ang gusto mo pala goldilocks hahaha
-------Minsan naiinis ako pag walang oras sa akin ang boyfriend ko...hehehe gusto ko after namin magkita ehmagtext kami hanggang madaling rawa kaya ayun madalas away.....

sa ibang tao naman binigay mo na lahat ng tulong eh mga wala pang mga utang na loob...tangina naman nila oh...

SLOTH

" Sloth (or acedia) is a kind of spiritual laziness (as opposed to mere physical fatigue or depression). It means not making it a priority to do what we should, or change what we should in ourselves. Some people might call it apathy, which means a lack of feeling."

----kaw wala bang moment na tinamad ka o ginagawa mo lang ang bagay dahil kailangan..??

Nung nagtrabaho ako for 2 months..tuwing babangon ako lagi ko na lang sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na NO WORK NO PAY dahil ang totoo ayoko na pumasok dahil sa dati kong guro na BANAL na ASO....nakakapag turo naman ako ng maayos eh kaya lang wala akong passion dahil ayoko ang mga nakatrabaho ko well except sa mga iba pero mas marami akong kinaasaran hehehe

at siyempre ang

LUST

"Lust is disordered desire for or inordinate enjoyment of sexual pleasure."

Naalala ko ang retreat last namin nakakatawa kasi si father eh napag usapan namin ang LUST

"kung ang baka nga nag iinit ikaw pa??" tawanan kami "pero tao kayo..at kaya niyo i control ang sarili niyo di gaya ng baka"
uy may point siya!!

nagnanasa din ako minsan nakakaramdam din naman ako ng L sinungaling lang ang magsasabi na hindi siya nakaramdam nito...minsan bigla na lang tong papasok sa panaginip mo....hehehe ang pinagnanasahan ko bukod sa boyfriend ko?? si Yael, hehehe

bukas 10 commandments naman

I'M A WRECK!!

I miss my boyfriend my OLD boyfriend..everyday we are drifting apart :(

~~I was able to talk to HIM I told him about my wrecking relationshp with my boyfriend...
He asked me "Why do you still hold on when both of you are hurting?"
me: I still love him and you know me I don't give up that easily, I will still hold on if I see even a single drop of hope
HIM: Yes I know that...but you know how I feel about this??
Me:what??
HIM: You're just too proud to admit to yourself that there's no more hope..you're just too proud to lose...
ME: yeah maybe I am....but can you blame me...
Him: No , di kita sinisisi okay maybe ganito na lang ask him if he still feels the same way....
Me: i'll do that...what if kung sabihin niya na hindi nah??
HIM: you let go...it's not that easy but as you have told me once that you're a big girl now hehehe
ME: Nope I still stand 4'8 hahaha
HiM: haha kaw talaga....
Me: Kaw mahal mo pa ba ako??
HiM: oo naman ikaw lang ang lumayo..
Me: nyek kaslanan mo yun..
Him: alam ko

INTRIGA....this is my song for YOU.

I CAN'T MAKE YOU LOVE ME




Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
inside my head

Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close,
don't patronize

Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
and I can't make you love me
if you don't

I'll close my eyes
then I won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me

Morning will come
and I'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

~~~~
I do hope that tom. when I wake up I can finally say that I already let go of you....
but then again and again today was yesterday's tomorrow....
now i know that TOMORROW really NEVER DIES....