Wednesday, February 28, 2007

stranger in the midst

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!





Your Depression Level: 72%

You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help.

well medyo accurate naman siya eh..I told my friend that I will go for a psychiatric help...pag nagkapera ako...Well for mature beings it doesn't mean na pag nagpunta ka na sa psychiatrist eh baliw ka na right??...
Bakit ko nasabi na kelangan ko simple lang...
Di pa ata ako natulog tulad ng mga normal na tao mula nung 3rd year highschool ako...at lumalala siya ngayon...naisip ko TAO ako at hindi ako KWAGO..
My teacher Sr. Myrna ( a psychologist) ask me about this sleeping thing..
"Is there something bothering you??" ..since I disliked her from the very beginning I never anwered her question truthfully...
Now if ever I'll go to a psychiatrist I will make sure that he/she don't know me...
because I will not say my real name haha
did it crossed your mind on how we can trust stranger with our innermost secrets...??
simple...whatever you tell them the will not judge you because they don't know a thing about you...

Monday, February 26, 2007

ANG SWEET NIYO

wala pa akong tulog....layo ng pinuntahan ko..kainis talaga...
wala naman ngayon na lang ako lumabas eh hehehe.....

nagpunta ako sa comp. shop para mag paprint sinabotahe na ako ng printer dito sa bahay eh..di ba kainis? okay naman ...

Nang matapos ko na puntahan ang mga dapat puntahan..kumain ako sa KFC syempre may nanlibre hahaha...wala masaya lang talaga ang pakiramdam ko pag kasama ko *siya*..

Nagpunta kami sa mall pag katapos (magic star) at dun nakita ko mga barkada ko na nagulat kasi daw nagyon na lang nila ulit ako nakita...

Pinag usapan namin ang love life ng kabarkada namin na mag bebeerday sa 1,ayaw kasi namin ang pinili niya sa bagay prep pa lang ako asar na ko sa pinili niyang babae...

Mahilig kaming maglaro ni Mike ng thumb wrestling past time namin yun kaso malaki ang kamay niya kompara sa kamay ko nag sobrang liit ang resulta lagi akong talo...nailang na ata mga kaibigan ko kaya nagdecide na silang umalis at ako nag yaya na ko umuwi inaantok na kasi ako zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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Mahilig ako manood sa MYX meron silang MYX MUSIC AWARDS..

Napansin ko lang na parang may daya ng konti kasi halos lahat ng champions nila ang nangunguna

FAVORITE COLLABORATION
nangunguna yung kanta ni ERIK SANTOS na kasama ang nakakainis na si REGINE VELASQUEZ kung anu ang pamagat ng awit hindi ko alam, pumapangalawa sa kanila ang ORDERTAKER..ang weird dahil si Erik Santos di naman nagTotop talaga ang kanta at duda ko kung talagang may bumoboto sa bading na yun,,,,

patawad naiinis talaga ako kay erik santos....


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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Nagalit si YAEL

Mike bought me MYXMAG (hahaha i feel a little bit lucky not all boyfriends can tolerate their gf's obsession hehehe)....

Sabi na eh di niya ko matitiis hehehe...




















BTW..nagalit sa YAEL here's his message:



yaelyraz wrote:
Hi people. I won't be posting for a while. Apparently some people would
rather harass my girlfriend online by offensive live journal accounts.

Hindi ako kupal, I go out of my way to post, and chat, and do a lot of
these things that other people don't do. Pero while I appreciate the
support of most of you guys, some people are simply bastos. So there,
I'll come back eventually, pag ok na ang lahat. Kailan yun? Ewan ko.
Salamat sa inyong lahat! I'll still be reading and approving messages
and all that though, so life goes on for people who post. So yun.
kitakits na lang sa gigs and yes, LONG LIVE OPM!

yael





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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

ITLOG O MANOK???

isa yan sa pinaka kontrobersyal na tanong....anu nga ba nauna ITLOG o MANOK??
pag sinagot mo manok ....san galing ang manok sa itlog at yun ikot lang ng ikot ang tanung...

Pag ako tinanung niyan isa lang ang isasagot ko....

MANOK

manok ang nauna kung bakit ko nasabi...kasi nag aral ako sa catholic school at syempre isa sa mga libro na required namin bilhin ay ang BIBLE (the new american bible d ung gideon huh)

naisip ko lang na nung lumikha ang Diyos ng tao (si Adan yun) eh MAMA na si Adan di naman siya baby nung nilkha ng Diyos di ba?? kaya Manok ang nauna ganun lang yun kasimple...pero pananaw ko yun...kanya kanya lang tayo...hehe


NASAGOT ko na sa simple kong paraan ang tanong na lang ay??


hehehe



P.S.

SANA DI NA LANG LABELS ANG NILAGAY NG BLOGGER SANA EMOTICONS NA LANG HEHEHE

Monday, February 19, 2007

adik sa CHIZ

I left a comment on Congressman Chiz Escudero's friendster kasi naman nagdududa ako kung siya ba talaga yun tapos ito happy na ko kasi siya daw yun he even left me a testimonial hahaha


"yes luisa! this is really me. my laptop is always with me and i see to it that i spare at least a few minutes a day to view my friendster! thanks for dropping by. hope to meet you one of these days.

chiz e. :D "

i hope they'll go here in our place..I really really want to meet him hahaha

















I DEFINITELY VOTE THIS GUY....VOTE HIM TOO....!!!!!!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

"If today were your last day on Earth? How would you spend it?"

I watched Grey's Anatomy....and this is my favorite scene






MEREDITH: "Hey."
DEREK: "Hey. You almost died today."
MEREDITH: "Yeah, I almost died today."
[pause]
MEREDITH: "I can't, I can't remember our last kiss. All I could think about was 'I'm going to die today' and I can't remember our last kiss. Which is pathetic but the last time we were together and happy... I want to be able remember that. And I can't, Derek. I can't remember."
DEREK: "I'm glad you didn't die today."
[pause]
DEREK: "It was a Thursday morning, you were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth t-shirt you look so good in. The one with the hole at the back of the neck. You'd just washed you hair and smelled like some kind of... flower. I was running late for surgery, you said you were going to see me later, and you lean to me, put your hand on my chest and you kissed me. Soft. It was quick. Kind of like a habit. You know, like we'd do it everyday for the rest of our lives. Then you went back reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed."

MERIDETH: "Lavander my hair smells like lavander from my conditioner."
DEREK: "lavander

MERIDETH: If you knew this was your last day on earth? How would you spend it?"



Monday, February 12, 2007

VALENTINES BLUES


ValentiMes nanaman hehehe......all people celebrates this yime of the year...even children ito kasi yung time na magsasayang na sila ng red art papers at gagawing shape ng puso....
I am not single but I will not be able to celebrate the moment with Mike....he's in Manila and I'm here in Tarlac...sad pero okay lang di naman kelangang magkasama kami sa araw na yun (bitter) pero sana next year makapag lovapalooza man lang ako hahaha..I really admire those people who went there I think it's a sweet gesture.....
I always asked Mike to give me flowers but he never did....then I realized I don't like flowers na because of DJ MO (cosmopolitan january ish)
LAME GAME
"The weakest gift a guy can give a girl are roses-it's too easy.If you're bf gives you roses for Valentines day or birthday he should've done better"
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DEAR GOD,
I bet it's hard for you to love all of everybody in the world.I had only 2 siblings but I can't do it.....
hahaha loser ako!!!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

PRETEND


Everyday we wear masks....and we're good at picking the RIGHT ones....

ON MY BECOMING......







FUNNY ISN't IT??


I studied in an exclusive school for girls (then) that was runned by nuns or commonly knowned as Sisters (college of the holy spirit)...

There I learned to know how to read, write, sing, dance and most importantly I learned about God....

When I was still young I was afraid of God..reall afraid of God...Our teachers set some rules on how we can make God happy...

These are the things that they taught us so that God will be happy...
Don't cheat
Don't steal.
Never lie.
Don't fight.
Share your food
Go to church.
Obey obey obey..
because if we won't do this God will get mad..

It's funny because when I was young they potray God as an Angry God..punishable and unforgiving...

Who would like to be punished? and who would want to go to hell...as a child I always looked up in the sky because I learned that God is there...that beyond that sky it's already the heaven but that was before I learned about outer space, the galaxy far far away....OUTER SPACE crushed my belief about heavens location.. it was not located at the sky..but still I believe that there's heaven where bunch of angels lived and play harps (haha)..I was afraid of hell because according to what I have known it's hot in there...and it was located under the ground but that was also before I learned about what earth is made of...


But now things have changed as I grow older and wiser I learned in my own ways that God is never an angry God....

I'm never the religous type I don't go to church every Sunday in fact and with all honesty....I never been in to church ever since I graduated...but that doesn't mean that I have forgotten about him...I pray too you know...but not on church because I know God is everywhere...

I never admire those people who goes to church almost everyday no offense meant but you can never blame me....I knew some of these people and there attitude?? not so Godly...they're the one who's matapobre(critical), and likes to gossip they're also the one who commits un-christian things....

Friday, February 09, 2007

nice song.....

what have i done??
Panaginip
by Wake up your seatmate

Ika'y nakikita ngunit hindi mahawakan
Inakala nandiyan ka pero wala naman pala
Ilang taon na tayo naghihintay para magsama
Ilang taon pa ang kailangang lumipas

Gusto ng maidlip para magkapanaginip
Umalis sa mundong totoo at puno ng gulo
Para kahit sandali ika'y makatabi
Para kahit papaano di ka na lalayo

Bakit palaging nahihirapan ang mga taong nagmamahalan
Naiipit sa gitna ng kaguluhan
Ilang taon na na tayo ngahihintay para mag sama
Ilang taon pa ang kailangang lumipas

Gusto ng maidlip para magkapanaginip
Umalis sa mundong totoo at puno ng gulo
Para kahit sandali ika'y makatabi
Para kahit papaano di ka na lalayo

Mahal parin kita at parating mamahalin
Mayroon mang bago sa aking buhay
Ikaw parin ang iisipin
Ilang taon na na tayo ngahihintay para mag sama
Ilang taon pa ang kailangang lumipas

Gusto ng maidlip para magkapanaginip
Umalis sa mundong totoo at puno ng gulo
Para kahit sandali ika'y makatabi
Para kahit papaano di ka na lalayo

Para kahit nahimbing tayo sa huli
Sa aking mga panaginip
Tayo'y magwawagi...

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

The Sacrament of Waiting (excerpt)

The Sacrament of Waiting (excerpt)
by Fr. James F. Donelan, SJ

Why is this? Why can we not have it right now what we so desperately want and need? Why must we wait—-two years, three years-and seemingly waste so much time? You might as well ask why a tree should take so long to bear fruit-—the seed to flower-—carbon to change to diamond.

There is no simple answer-—no more than there is to life's other demands-—having to say goodbye to someone you love because either you or they have made other commitments; or because they have to grow and find the meaning of their own lives—-having yourself to leave home and loved ones to find your own path—-good-byes, like waiting, are also sacraments of our lives.

All we know is that growth—-the budding, the flowering of love needs patient waiting. We have to give each other a time to grow. There is no way we can make someone else truly love us or we them, except through time. So we give each other that mysterious gift of waiting—-of being present without asking demands and rewards. There is nothing harder to do than this. It truly tests the depth and sincerity of our love. But there is life in the gift we give.

So lovers wait for each other-—until they can see things the same way—-or let each other freely see things in quite different ways.

[...]
What do we lose when we refuse to wait; when we try to find shortcuts through life-when we try to incubate love and rush blindly and foolishly into a commitment we are neither mature nor responsible enough to assume? We lose the hope of truly loving or of being loved. Think of all the great love stories of history and literature-—isn’ t it of their very essence that they are filled with this strange but common mystery-—that waiting is part of the substance—-the basic fabric against which the story of
that true love is written.

How can we ever find either life or true love if we are too impatient to wait for it?


this was given to us when we had our retreat last 2002 hahaha tagal na pla

Saturday, February 03, 2007

THESE are Some Of mY fAVoritE quoTEs FRoM GREYS ANATOMY

MEREDITH: "Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me..... "


GEORGE: [to Meredith] "I know you've been going through a bad time. I know you miss Shepherd and that your life has been pretty unpleasant these days. You get points for breathing in and out. You get to be a little selfish. But you don't get to choose a dog over me. You don't. My name is George. I sleep down the hall from you. I buy you tampons. I hold your hand. Every time you ask. I've earned the right to be seen. To be respected. So, I'm not moving out. Whether you like it or not, I'm staying."






MEREDITH: [narrating] "Nobody likes to lose control, but as a surgeon there's nothing worse. It's a sign of weakness, of not being up to the task. Still there are times when it just gets away from you, when the world stops spinning, when you realize your shiny little scalpel isn't gonna save you. No matter how hard you fight it, you fall. It's scary as hell. Except there's an upside to the free fall. It's the chance you give your friends to catch you."


_____and this the best!!! it's where meredith hold the bomb in the man's chest and the SWAT team told her to let go but she wouldn't and then the Guy told her pretend that i am someone you like...._______that was DEREK


MEREDITH: "Hey."
DEREK: "Hey. You almost died today."
MEREDITH: "Yeah, I almost died today."
[pause]
MEREDITH: "I can't, I can't remember our last kiss. All I could think about was 'I'm going to die today' and I can't remember our last kiss. Which is pathetic but the last time we were together and happy... I want to be able remember that. And I can't, Derek. I can't remember."
DEREK: "I'm glad you didn't die today."
[pause]
DEREK: "It was a Thursday morning, you were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth t-shirt you look so good in. The one with the hole at the back of the neck. You'd just washed you hair and smelled like some kind of... flower. I was running late for surgery, you said you were going to see me later, and you lean to me, put your hand on my chest and you kissed me. Soft. It was quick. Kind of like a habit. You know, like we'd do it everyday for the rest of our lives. Then you went back reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed."



Thursday, February 01, 2007

my manila escapade and DAMN PRC OFFICE


Last Tuesday I decided to go to Manila to arrange my papers..baka kasi di ako umabot sa deadline ng submission for those who passed the LET (licesnsure examination for teachers) and my license might be forfieted and that's is sayang naman right??

We went to the PRC it was crowded as in crowded pero di pala ako dun sa 2nd floor pala ako Thank God......the crowded place was for people who are applying board exams for nursing ( they're so many) .

When we arrived there we don't know which window to go (again there are so many windows with no tags (kainis) fortunately there was this guy who works there and wave at us.....

I showed him my letter and he asked me if kung nag oath taking ako..I said no and he said that i should prepare 200 pesos...after I paid him he gave me a booklet entitled "11th OATHTAKING FOR TEACHERS" and some registration forms that I have to fill-out.....HE DID NOT BOTHER TO GIVE ME A RECEIPT kumusta naman yun di ba??

Tapos after filling that form I was asked to pay for the DOCUMENTARY STAMP and NOTARY on the next building (swerte ng abogadong yun ah 40 pesos ang pirma niya)

And you know what really surprised me?!! the payment..Before I went there I checked their SITE I only need to pay 600 for annual fee and 450 for the registration fee but HELL NO!!! THEY lied the cashier asked me to pay 1300.....and don't forget the pictures they only required 2x2 and passport size but they FORGOT to include that we also needed a 1x1 kumusta din naman yun...Ang galing may nagpipicture sa mismong office 70 pesos daw......I don't think nandun yun for nothing I think sinadya nila na di ilabas lahat ng requirements para wala ka ng choice at dun ka na lang bumili DAMN!!!!!!!

After 2 months babalik ako sa opisina ng PRC sabi nila wala na daw akong babayaran I DOUBT THAT!!!! LIAR ANG PRC!!!!!

After namin sa PRC we had our lunch in Jollibee ( i hate jollibee) and we went to BAYWALK hahaha with all honesty it's my first time to set my foot on that place nice naman eh Mike was pissed off because I was really "SILAW" by the things I have seen hahaha


I wonder if the people who lives in Manila still appreciates the beauty of that place....??

Really I found it beautiful but if you ask me if I want to settle there the answer is NO..hahaha i love my hometown....

After the long walks in Baywalk...we decided to go in STAR CITY (again it was my first time)

Thank God Mike is so damn good..hahaha....it was his treat and he told me that i must not ask for a valentines gift or date because that was his treat..hehehe

I was really touched in the way he hold my hands pag natatakot na ko hahaha

I LOVE HIM


















TOO BAD THE COASTER WAS UNDER MAINTENANCE GRRR