please remember

Now I can finally say that this breakup is starting to sink in me...I can finally feel the pain of separating...

Mike is still texting me..telling me harsh words that I rather not mind

I don't know why is acting this way...first of all he was the one who left me..I should be the one acting that way...maybe because he is new to this feeling afterall I am his first girlfriend and he's my I don't know I've lost count....

I never want to reply to his messages...I know he's hurting and I can understand that....he told me he doesn't deserve me that he will be able to find someone much better that me...that's fine with me but if he does I will be very hurt..

Last week when Mike and I met I asked him if he still loves me and he answered NO...hearing that word coming from him really hurts me but because of that I accepted that there is no more hope for us and it's time to let go....I am letting go..little by little each day....but this one thing's for sure I will never stop loving him I'll just stop showing it....

Letting go is now easy for me...when JC and I separated I learned how to do it......



I'm already numb and used to this feeling...because of JC...

pix at training =)

these people are my so-called classmates...

1. that is elyn my friend the first person i talked with
2.that is marco he doesn't know about this picture
3. that's my hair
4.that's vic my ever so nice friend
5.that's me
6. my notebook
7. that's me doing princess janelle pose
8.deo at the background..that was supposed to be a solo pic
9.elyn again
10.deo and I making funny faces
11. that's me marlon took that pix
12. that is deo
13. marco, anna, deo and elyn....
14.that's marlon a.k.a. jeffrey hidalgo...sabi niya he looks like him heheheh....our clown...the class will be boring if he's not around
15. deo and anna after they smoked cigarette
16. that's cedric...the most good looking but i don't like him...suplado
=( but his girlfriend is pretty =)

nyay

OVER IT by KATHARINE MCPHEE


I'm over your lies
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay.
You call me and I...
And I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone.

Oh and that's why

Your eyes... I'm over it.
You're smile... I'm over it.
Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over...
(I'm sorry)


Moving on
It is my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it.
I'm so over it...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over it.

Moving on
It is my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
Now I'm so over
So over it.

chasing cars

"All I'm asking is for one night together just you and me all alone and if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me, I will finally let you go"

CHASING CARS


We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

the song that I think never suits me....

Shocks it's been 2 weeks since Mike and I separated again if you asked me..I'm neither sad and devastated about it.... I never knew singleness is fun (and will suit me).......I'm enjoying my life right now and I focus on hunting a job instead of thinking about him....of course I'm not denying that I miss him but I'm not sorry for what had happened...

Funny whenever I see couples getting mushy mushy with each other I never get jealous or bitter at the very least and I'm thankful for Mike because of that....We did PDA (public display of affection) unlike JC and I we're so DRY =)


ACCEPTANCE is really okay and TRUTH is much much better.. we've been living a lie for the past 6 months and now we already let go of that LIE...

I know that I have the courage to LOVE and be HURT again.....

I thought losing MIKE I will be lost too.... But I was wrong LOSING him made me found myself....

So this song is not for me...I just love this song eversince
HOW DO HEAL A BROKEN HEART by the ELEMENTS






I can't believe what i just heard
Could it be true
Are you the girl I thought I knew
The one who promised me her love
Where did it go
Does anybody ever know

Chorus:
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can't let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to let you go

And were you ever what you seemed
Or was I a fool who fell in love
With his own dream
And now you say you want to leave
Start a new life today
Those words I thought you'd never say

Chorus:
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I have finally found

A new life
In my soul
And find that I know how to let you go
You go

Chorus:
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow i'll pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I know how to let you go

Pain is only in your head

I should feel devastatd right now..but I'm not..maybe it's bcause I accpeted these past 6 months that our relationship is plummeting..

It's painful but I haven't shed a tear maybe my tears are all gone...
I'll have to enjoy my SINGLENESS which I haven't felt highschool
I wonder what it feels like...

Dati I really feel dyahe when I eat alone in a fastfood like Mcdo, Jollibee (which I really disliked), and KFC but now I enjoying it...I'm loving and enjoying my solitude and freedom =)

anyway I do hope with God's help and my willingness to work will help me pass my training in a company which I won't tell =) I should be busy as a bee..I pity our batch..no gwapos at all I'm so jealous at other batch
but I do hope they're kind =)

Grabe nakakainis our office is in SHAW but we'll have our training in MAGALLANES...I do hope I will NEVER get LOST =)

AND

I WANT THANK THOSE PEOPLE WHO TOOK THIS FOLLOWING PICTURES I DO HOPE I'M NOT VIOLATING ANY COPYRIGHTS BY USING THESE PICTURES AND IF I DO,, PLEASE DO INFORM ME @ luisa.laborero@gmail.com

I WANT TO MARRY one of these guys

DANIEL hahaha I LOVED HARRY POTTER BECAUSE OF HIM


TONY eventhough I don't understand him


JERRY YAN =)




YAEL


HAPPY DAYS GUYS