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i am so much hurting...it's just that i try so hard to conceal it especialy from you. i tried to be silent because i love you so much and i really don't want to lose yoU. nakakatwa is okay lang ako ng okay pero ang totoo naiiyak na ako.. nakahiya na lang talaga if iiyak. yung totoo lang it really hurts me that i can't make you happy as andrea can....






I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
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I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we
can't rewind (And there's
nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind
(If your heart's not in it)

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

weekly update

i moved out of the house.... not because i wanted to,,, need lang talaga... my shift starts at 330 am and i will kawawa naman if i still insist in going home to tarlac everyday :)


i miss home so much.... :) especially my bed.. i love my bed :)


i like the 330 am shift but the worst thing about it is that we always play trip to jerusalem... agawan ng bay talaga and we just joke na we just need to bring our own avaya and our own pc :)

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i bought a crown headband.... i will wear it coz it would be my bday next week :)

sweet :)

ei no problems sa sked natin. next week 10-7 na kmi. wed to thurs off. we can still see each other sunday and monday during your off 10 pa naman shift ko diba. di ako galit syo nagkataon lang na ngkasabay sabay lahat. dont worry kasama ka sa priorities ko dahil girlfriend kita at MAHAL KITA. dont feel insecure and jealous kahit sino kasama ko ikaw pa rin iniisip ko thats an assurance na di ako mwawala sayo. and hopefully sana nappsaya pa rin kita kc parang dko nraramdaman na nppsaua kita minsan and i feel guilty din.
3:35amMaria Luisa

napapasaya mo kaya ako :):)
3:35amHipolito

"Siguro ulit ulit na lang but I want you to know that I really love you and I am so much afraid to lose you.
"... ngayon lang ako minahal ng ganito . dati ako lang ngmamahal. sarap pla ng feeling na dalawa kayong ngmamhalan. I love you luisa! wag mong isipin mga bagay na di pa nangyayari. i am here giving you second chnce as you rewiested but kahit ilang ulit ka pa magkamli i will alwaus give you a chnace coz i myself is not pperfect.

i was not able to write for a few months but here's the update on my life..

jhepsz and i are together,,we are fighting right now but i know and i hope that this is something that we can go through...

michael and i talked and we decided that he needs to give me the closure that i need..he unselfishly gave it to me... and i thank him for that i am happy with my life right now,, and i finally decided that i want to get into a higher position... hahaha just waiting for my endorsement,, please i really need this :)