the truth is i am happy for the past weeks without rhomnhick,, and this one is for sure i am so much in-love with HOEJ, i really don't know why...

iniisip ko he's gay so there is no chance for us but the happiness i feel whenever i am with him is so so real.. i can really laugh my heart out and i can really be myself around him,,,he really knows that i am really clumsy, and klutz whatever the difference of that two words,, and he really make me feel kilig, the type of kilig that i haven't felt for the longest time hahaha,, i just feel like a 14 year old girl again who is having a crush for the first time hahahaha :)


i really don't want this feeling to end,,it really makes me feel good even though that it is just an illusion....


hayaan mo na lang ako mahalin ka ....