when there was me and you

mike and i had a "row" again last night...believe me it's something really serious but on the other hand a very petty quarrel.nakakatwa lang talaga kasi nagsumbatan nanaman kami kung sino ang insensitive, manhid at clueless, kung sino ang madalas manakit at kung sino ang hindi nakakaalam na nakakasakit nah...

i opened my friendster awhile ago and i was surprised that he gave me a testi...
the first one was a song ny KAMIKAZEE (director's cut). i don't know what to feel...
i'm really confused..i often asked him if he still loves me...and he said he do and he's stil does....

but now i realized...it's not him i should be asking about his feeling..i should be asking myself if I still love him...if i still want to be with him..

nakakainis..
if we broke up.............
sayang naman ang emotional investment namin sa isa't isa
sayang ang 2 and half years na we've been together
balik single nanaman ako at hindi ako sanay sa single life..
wala na kong katext...
wala na ko aawayin
wala na kong makakausap (haha)

if i don't break up with him....
away lang palagi xe we have diffirent ways on showing our feelings
TRUST will always be an issue...

mahal ko pa ba siya???
do we still have a chance to work this relationship??
can we startall over again??
do we still have any other options than breaking up??

oh im still hoping for a miracle....