self mutilation

My life is in the lowest point right now....I really feel frustrated,broken,used,and confused...

I don't want to wake up...and I don't want to fall asleep either....
I always feel hungry but I don't want to eat....
I want to give up but I'm still holding on...

Have you ever felt at one point in your life that you just want to end it??

well i think this is mine...



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So you see kahit mag blog ako at kahit anung gawin ko di ko na kaya....

bat ganun wala man lang time out sa sakit???..Wala man lang akong break....
wala man lang masaya....


I need someone....to find me I'm so lost

going...going...GONE

Our relationship is suffering from pejoration...

Well it's okay...I had ways of repairing what he was about to damage..forgive me...and THAT is the ONLY thing I can do to repair it....

BTW...

The phone call made me happy...

I was hurt and I'll hurt you back much worse,much deeper and lethal than you can ever imagine...

It will be a whorish act but it's worth it... :)

i'm so confused

I still don't know what to do..should I stay or go??


I really don't want to go there..I should be preparing my lesson plan for a demo tom.but heck...I'm not anymore interested...