Saturday, August 05, 2006

SUKOB MGA KAPATID

1. Call me - LUISA, LOVE
2. What color of pants are you wearing right now? - ACTUALLY I'M WEARING A PANTS
3. What Are You Listening To Right Now? - PARANG AYOKO NA YATA (PNE).
4. What Was The Last Thing You Ate? - GREENWICH HAM AND CHEESE SOLO :)
5. Do You Believe In Karma? - UH HUH
6. If You Were A Crayon, what color would you be?- ELLOW HAHAHA
7. How Is The Weather Right Now?- RAINING RAINING
8. Last Person You Talked To On The Phone? - MICHAEL:)
9. Do You Like The Person Who Sent You This? - NO ONE SENT ME THIS. HAHA. I GOT IT FROM A BLOG.
10. How Are You Today? - TIRED.
11. Favorite Drink? - PEPSI
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink? - EWAN KO HEHEHE
13. Favorite Sports - N/A
14. Hair Color? - BLACK.
15. Eye Color? - BLACK DIN
16. Favorite Band? - SPONGECOLA
17. Favorite Actor & Actress? - I DON'T KNOW.
18. Favorite Months?- AUGUST....RAINING HAHAHA LA PASOK
19. Favorite Food?- KAHIT ANO WAG LANG HEALTHY HAHAHA
20. Last Movie You Watched? - SUKOB(MGA KAPATID HAHAHAHA)
21. Favorite Day of the Year? - CHRISTMAS..
23. What Was Your Favorite Toy As A Child? - WALA HEHEHEHE EWAN KO:)
24. Summer or Winter?- SUMMER WALA NAMANG WINTER DITO EH.
25. Hugs Or Kisses? - BOTH
26. Chocolate Or Vanilla? - VANILLA
27. What Is Under Your Bed? - BASURA.
28. Friend You Have Had The Longest? - SI FAYE (THOUGH I DON'T ADMIT IT TO HER HEHE)
29. What Did You Do Yesterday? - WALA NABADTRIP LANG AKO SA PUPILS KO.
30. Favorite Smells?- EWAN KO LA SIYA TATAK
31. Who Inspires You? - GOD,.
32. What Are You Afraid Of? - HEIGHT ( I LACK IT HAHAHA KIDDIN).
33. Plain, Buttered Or Salted Popcorn? - CHEESE-FLAVORED
34. favorite flower? - YELLOW ROSE (THOUGH I DON'T RECEIVE IT)
35. Number Of Keys On Your Key Ring? - LA ME RING
36. Favorite Days Of The Week? - FRIDAY

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1. 1st time you tried smoking:-- 2ND YEAR HIGH SCHOOL
2. 1st alcoholic drink you had:-- NUNG 1ST YEAR HIGH AKO SAN MIG WITH JUICE (ulk)
3. 1st time you entered a bar:-- 2ND YEAR COLLEGE.
4. 1st award you received:-- NUNG HIGH SCHOOL LOYALTY AWARDEE HEHEHE.
5. 1st hero:-- MY MOM (CORNY!)
6. 1st time you were sent to the principal fordisciplinary actions:-- ACADEMIC PROBATION PEDE PA AY WAIT NAHULIHAN PALA KO NG CP NUNG 2ND YEAR HIGH SCHOOL
7. 1st goal you accomplished:-- LA KO GOAL
8. 1st crush?-- HAHAHAHAHA SECRET!!!!
9. 1st person whom you gave flowers:-- MY MOM AGAIN GRADE 6 RECOLLECTION
10.1st friend:-- RUGIN..WE WERE 5
11.1st kiss:-- HAHAHA INTRIGA TO
12. 1st record you bought:-- YOU MEAN ALBUM??
13. 1st song you sang infront of many people:-- ANGEL OFGOD??,JESUS FACE IS BEAUTIFUL
14. first musical instrument you learned to play:-- GUITAR ( BUT I WAS NEVER INTERESTED)
15. 1st local&foreign concert you watched:-- LOCAL: SPONGECOLA YUN LANG
16. 1st celebrity you saw in person:-- BANDS EH....
17. 1st TV show you really liked:-- MCGYVER??
18.1st buk u bought:-- WALA AKONG MAALALA
19. 1st sport you played:-- NONE
20. 1st sleepover:-- N/A
21. 1st terrible fight:-- WITH MY SIS
22. 1st inaanak (first godchild?):-- BOYING
23. 1st debut (filipino girly 18th bday party)party you attended:-- EWAN KO
24. 1st bestfriend/s-- WALA AKONG BEST FRIEND
25. 1st wedding you attended:-- NUNG JANUARY 8, 2005 PA HEHEHE
26. 1st person who greeted you on your lastbday:-- MIKE
27. 1st friend in friendster:-- DON'T REMEMBER
28. 1st cellphone:-- TRIUM
29. 1st cellphone ringtone:-- CITY BIRD
30. 1st collection:-- NONE
31. 1st tym u saw a ghost?-- NEVER( AND I NEVER WISH THAT I WOULD SEE ONE)
32. 1st rollercoaster ride?-- N/A
33. 1st ambition:-- DOCTOR HAHAHA
34.1st thing u will buy w/ ur 1st salary?-- MY RUBBER SHOES HAHAHA



FUCK I CAN'T UPLOAD PIX HERE!!!

GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.......

ayun nag seminar kami...

after that mike and i watched sukob!!!

a honest entry

tap tap tap....

my ate ning went to saudi awhile ago...we never had the chance to accompany her in the airport....the reason was simple....we had no budget and even if we had a budget i will not be able to join them...i have a class......

i felt guilty because i was not able to see her yesterday...gumala kasi ako...that's why when i got home i called her up.....she just told me "wag ka munang mag asawa"
and i simply told her i won't....

then i gave the phone to my aunt..and they were crying haahaha......

i'm gonna miss her...a lot....(i'll never ever repeat that hahaha)
i'll miss her in the house....i'll miss fighting with her (hahaha)
and mostly i'm gonna miss her children (naks naman)...

when we we're still young (much younger than now)..we used to fight like cats and dogs....and that's normal..she's the middle child (and i believe that she was suffering what we call "middle child syndrome" hahaha)and i'm the youngest (with a 9 years gap,,,imagine that)...that's why my mom decided that i must stay with my aunt( and i'm still here)....but we outlived that stage....but we still fight sometimes....


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i hate mrs carreon!!! i do i do i do!!!!!and include sister!!! i hate them both of them wait!!!!! i forgot to include cecille and ate lyn!!!!!!FUCK THEM ALL OF THEM!!!LOSERS STAYS TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!AND THEY'RE BUNCH OF LOSERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M FULL OF HATE!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE THE GIANT SQUID WILL EAT THEM!!!! BLAHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!(but i'm not holding any grudge hahahaha)



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MISERABLE LIFE


i watched MMK..it was about a teacher who went mad....he suffered post traumatic something...

i suddenly remembered my father...(drama to pare!!!) he suffered depression when my mother died (2 years ago) and i felt guilty because instead of understanding him.. i was mad because of what he's doing in himself...but it's all too late now he's gone too (oo people i'm an orphan....adopt me).....
all the rumors about his death.....we'll i'm sorry ate (to the eldest) but i believed them....now i know that you can't be trusted...you're selfish...you don't know how to love....you're heart is as hard as a stone....i just hoped that you will not end up all alone...and i hope that not one of your kids will pay what you have done to our parents...(esp.to our mom)
iyak iyak ka pa dyan...well what can i say you're a good actress......
i hate my father's relative because they always favored her....(ULK)...kasi daw she was the lost sheep..the prodigal daughter (fuck that)..at least in the story of the prodigal son, the son returned to his father and ask for forgiveness but you?? you never asked for forgiveness and to make the matters worst you never changed.....
i feel so sorry for you...


















Thursday, August 03, 2006

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hay grabe this day was exhausting!!

my pupils had their first quiz.....okay lang ako sa prep B but in prep A cRAP!!!!
not to say naman na they don't know anything ...(well that's understandable,this is their first time to take a test or even go to school for some....)...pero naman...iba na siguro kung pati ang name nila di masulat...i just wonder if their parents teach them at home.... kawawa naman sila....and what really annoying...the parents rely on teachers too much....di na nile pibakikialaman kung marunong ba magsulat ang anak nila...kasi trabaho naman daw ng teacher yun...FUCK THAT!!!!!...kailangan din po ng guide ng parents!!!!....one time tinanong ako nung isang parent

parent: teacher may natutunan naman po ba anak ko??
me: di po siya marunong magsulat...(gusto ko pa sana sabihin nah...blangko po ang anak niyo)


hay nakakainis naman yung parent na yun...yung anak talaga niya wala as in blangko...parang wala kang tinuro!!!

yung isa naman napaka iyakin ewan ko ba anung nangyari sa batang yun nasapian ata..laging umiiyak....grrrrrrrr...tangina!!!!! badtrip pa tong si sister sabi ba naman baka daw tinakot ko gusto ko siyang murahin!!!....hello sister may mga bata lang talaga na ayaw mag aral!!!!!

sister is nice pero i hate it when she becomes pakialamera na and all that...

ay shit!!naalala ko nanaman si angelika mejia badtrip umihi nanaman siya!!! buti na lang di ako yung teacher niya at that time kung hindi baka nasapak ko na siya.....

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nung uwian na i decided to go to the mall pero kelangan ko muna mag visit sa school hahahaha....

i went straight in the guidance office at hala nahuli ako ni jhoie!!! pero tumuloy pa din ako sa guidance office at nandun naman si sir eman kaya lang may kausap pa siya pero mga sandali lang kami naghintay it turns out pala na may nahulihan siya na gumagamit ng cp sa classroom....(dati nga bawal pa kami mgadala ng cp eh)....

jhoie told me that " uy bat naman di ka dumadalaw kay mrs. dimal?"
Me: alam mo naman na allergic ako sa mga math teachers (mrs. dimal was my math teacher when i was still in hs)

pero wala pa rin kawala pinuntahan ako ni mrs. dimal sa guidance ehehehehe..
she told me that she was proud of me!! i'm a teacher!!hahahaha....

well she has a point pag teacher ka nakaka boost talaga ng confidence yun and it's a gift!! hahahaha......sino ba namang mag aakala na ang bobong ako ay magiging teacher??? ni hindi nga ako nagrereport nun at nag aaral....nakakatawa dahil araw araw ko ng gawain ang pag aaral....


sir eman treated me a banana con yelo!!first time!!!!


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got to finish pa my

professional reading and lesson plan


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i just can't wait to see michael again .....

saturday can't wait YAY!!!!

i love you bhebhecoh!!!!





Wednesday, August 02, 2006

i can't think of a good entry hehehe

I Think God Can Explain
Splender

There’s a lot of things I understand,
And there's a lot of things,
That I don't want to know.
But you're the only face,
I recognize, it's so damn sweet of you,
to look me in the eyes
.

It's all right, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain,
I believe I’m the same,
I get carried away
It's alright, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain
I'm relieved, I’m relaxed,
I'll get over it yet,

The scent of vaseline,
In the summertime,
The feel of an ice cube,
Melting over time,
The world seems bigger than both of us,
Yet it seems so small,
When I begin to cry.

It's all right, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain,
I believe I’m the same,
I get carried away

It's alright, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain
I'm relieved, I’m relaxed,
I'll get over it yet,

I'm so much better than you guessed,
I'm so much bigger than you guessed,
I'm so much brighter than you guessed.

It's all right, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain,
I believe I’m the same,
I get carried away

It's alright, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain
I'm relieved, I’m relaxed,
I'll get over it yet,
I'll get off of your back,

I think god can explain.
I think god can explain.
I think god can explain

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panu naman wala akong maisip na entry hehe.....

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10 F A V O R I T E S

TV show: CSI-vegas,miami and NY
Flower: white rose
Alcohol: Green cross alcohol...
Color: yellow
Sport: none
Mall: magic star (hehehe)
Music: lahat
Food: sweets
Season: rainy season hehehe
*teka nine lang to ah*

1 0 F A C T S

Hometown: tarlac
Height: 4'8 (too tall for you)
Hair color: black
Hair length: shoulder length? masmahaba pa ng konti
Eye color: black
Shoe size: 4 (too big)
Mood: fine
Sex: female
*ito 8 lang*

1 0 L O V E L I F E

Have you ever been in love: many many many times (more than you could imagine!)
Do you believe in love?: di ba halata??
Why did your last relationship fail?: kasi meron na daw siya iba hehehe
Have you ever been heartbroken?: naman!!
Have you ever broken someones heart?: hehehe (guilty)
Have you ever fallen for your best friend?: uh huh
Are you planning on getting married?: not now maybe after 10 years or less but not now
Are you afraid of commitment?: yes...
*8 nanaman*

1 0 T H I S O R T H A T S

Love or lust? love definitely love!!
Hard liquor or beer?: i'm more of a softdrink person
Night or day?: night
Hook-ups or relationship?: relationship
T.V. or internet?: internet
Pepsi or coke?: PEPSI
Wild night out or romantic night in?: romantic night in
Saturday or Sunday?: saturday
Colored or black and white picture? black and white (it's more dramatic)
Phone or in person?: in person
+ito lang ang ten hehehe+

1 0 H A V E Y O U E V E R S

Have you ever been caught sneaking out? uu naman
Have you ever skinny dipped?: nope
Have you ever done something you regret?: yup (many many regrets)
Have you ever bungee jumped?: no ( but i want to try it)
Have you ever been on a house boat?: nope
Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? nope
Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: yes
Have you ever stayed up all night til the sun came up? yes!!
Have you ever been caught by your parents with a hickey?: what in the world is a hickey??!!
Have you ever been caught by your parents doing anything more than making out?: no
+10 din+

10 A R E Y O U S

Are you missing someone right now?: very badly
Are you in love with anyone?: very much!!
Are you happy?: slight!!
Are you talking to anyone right now? nope
Are you bored? sort of
Are you German?: no
Are you Irish?: no
Are you Italian?: no
Are your parents still married?: they're dead
Do you like someone right now?: yes!!! yael!!!
+ten ulit+

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i love him.....but i can't let him know that!!!



Tuesday, August 01, 2006

memoirs of a highschool loser

some people enjoyed their highschool life...they even shed tears when graduation comes.....for them, it's the best time of their life...

but i felt differently....

i hated my highschool life...every minute of it...

i do have clasmmates who are very critical.....they notice evrything even the tiniest dirt in your body...."yuck" is their favorite word (hehehe).....majority of them belongs to the dance club, glee club and drama club

they are the one who wears the newest, trendy and most of all expensive clothes...they have this talent...
make you feel bad when you don't have trendy clothes...

and i do have these classmates who are very intelligent....these people are the ones who made me feel bobo....

i'm neither one of these.....


i'm not the girl who wears trendy and expensive clothes the reason is very simple...we can't afford it...
my uniform was second hand....and i'm a very "dugyot" person...people often laugh with the way i wear my uniform...

i hate it when the issuing of report cards come....people knew if you have a failing grade...your parents must be the one to get it...and my mom never failed in that.....teachers already knew my mom..(haha)

when i look at my card...i failed in

Math, history and T.H.E.

at the end of the year while most of my classmates enjoyed their summer vacation..
i was attending my summer class...i failed Math... i hated math...


when i was in high school my self esteem was all time low...( true!!)

i never felt happier when i graduated from it....

college was fun...in here people don't care what you wear...just as long as you wear something hahaha...
and i felt matalino...(hehehe)..........

i felt sorry for my batchmates (highschool) who already have babies at 17 or 18...they were the popular ones when we were in highschool.....

now i can say that my highschool life taught me how to be strong and people must
not be judged...after all college is was the real world...


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