mike and I just celebrated our 2nd anniversary..last aug.13..but we did not able to see each other because he's in manila...crap!!!!
eventhough he promised to see me this weekend ....that's not the same..it's not our anniv. anymore (can you imagine my agony?!)
ano ba to...di pa ba ako sanay???? we've been together for two years now...sanay na ko dahil sinanay ko na yung sarili ko...
eventhough he promised to see me this weekend ....that's not the same..it's not our anniv. anymore (can you imagine my agony?!)
ano ba to...di pa ba ako sanay???? we've been together for two years now...sanay na ko dahil sinanay ko na yung sarili ko...
it's so hard having this so-called LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP..why?? because i can't see him anytime i like...
i told him last night
"mula nung naging bf kita natuto na akong magpunta ng mall mag isa""bakit naman?" he said"bakit masasamahan mo ba ko?"
silence....
last 2004...
i have all the intention to cheat on him...simple lang naman ang reason dun eh... i want someone i can see or even touch someone na mahaharap ko sa friends ko ..hahaha..(gawin bang trophy ang bf)..then hadriane came...
hadriane was the guy i met on the phone (haha phonepals) because michelle gave my number to him..ayun flirting through the phone...and then we decided to meet (naks EB) well sa totoo lang with all modesty aside he liked me...he even fell in love with me (hahaha laki ng ulo) ako??? nagustuhan ko naman siya eh ...actually we did go out for quite some times (cheater!!!),kaya lang ayun umamin siya na may gf siya (karma agad) i told him na piliin na lang yung isa, pero feeling niya ata nagpapaawa effect lang ako....ayun ako pinili niya actually i also had feelings for him (YUCK!!!)kaya lang it was all FLUSHED DOWN when we ate togeher hahaha in short na TO ako...and ingay niya kumain ewwwwww TO talaga!!!!..kaya i told him na may bf na ko ayaw naman niya maniwala...akala niya gumaganti lang ako...pero na convinced ko din siya...then I decided to end our relationship ...ngayon...kami ni hadriane??,,,wala na talaga we're not even friends...well he called me few days after i ended our relationship but i refused to talk to him..and even refused the friendship he was offering me (im so so bad)....i saw him last month with his new gf tchnically i was not the one who noticed him..it was joan.."uy si hade!" so i looked up and he was looking at me...i snobbed him hehehe (bad).....OI TAMA na TO
i have all the intention to cheat on him...simple lang naman ang reason dun eh... i want someone i can see or even touch someone na mahaharap ko sa friends ko ..hahaha..(gawin bang trophy ang bf)..then hadriane came...
hadriane was the guy i met on the phone (haha phonepals) because michelle gave my number to him..ayun flirting through the phone...and then we decided to meet (naks EB) well sa totoo lang with all modesty aside he liked me...he even fell in love with me (hahaha laki ng ulo) ako??? nagustuhan ko naman siya eh ...actually we did go out for quite some times (cheater!!!),kaya lang ayun umamin siya na may gf siya (karma agad) i told him na piliin na lang yung isa, pero feeling niya ata nagpapaawa effect lang ako....ayun ako pinili niya actually i also had feelings for him (YUCK!!!)kaya lang it was all FLUSHED DOWN when we ate togeher hahaha in short na TO ako...and ingay niya kumain ewwwwww TO talaga!!!!..kaya i told him na may bf na ko ayaw naman niya maniwala...akala niya gumaganti lang ako...pero na convinced ko din siya...then I decided to end our relationship ...ngayon...kami ni hadriane??,,,wala na talaga we're not even friends...well he called me few days after i ended our relationship but i refused to talk to him..and even refused the friendship he was offering me (im so so bad)....i saw him last month with his new gf tchnically i was not the one who noticed him..it was joan.."uy si hade!" so i looked up and he was looking at me...i snobbed him hehehe (bad).....OI TAMA na TO
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after that i closed the idea of having a so called FLING
i love mike....that's a fact
having a Long distance relationship is not that bad...
at least when we say that we MISS each other we really do miss each other..di kagaya ng iba na sinsabi lang ang salitang MISS just for the sake of saying it....but for us we really mean it...
hahahaha....
"sure it's hard being alone. But it's something anyone can't get used to. I looked at his picture and smile, knowing that somewhere,I do belong to someone. And in that place I am never alone." www.peyups.com
i love you bhe
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