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Jepsz and i had a fight because of krishun. He told me everything and the truth is i appreciated his honesty but i will not deny that i am angry, frustrated and mostly hurt.

He sincerely said sorry and i accepted it. He said that this will not happen again and I am holding to that promise. At least for now, I will not feel guilty for being happy.

I just hope that Krishun will know her boundary and as much as I would like to hate her I can't, it would be just a waste of energy. We were never acquainted so I've got nothing to lose. I just hope that she will just be happy with her boyfriend, Micu or whatever his name is.

I just hope that she'll be that intelligent to know the meaning of respect, because like me she's also a girl.

I am still thankful for what had happened at least now Jepsz and I are more than okay now. We're sweeter now and he's more open :)



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"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

fears

jepsz and i celebrated our 3rd monthsary last 20th and i was freaking silent..

i was tired super, i am just so tired of crying these past few days until my health followed :(

he asked me if i have something to tell him, i said no... but the truth is that i have so many things that is running on my mind i just made my work as an excuse.

the truth is i am hurting,,, details next time