Thursday, May 31, 2007

DESIDERATA (Latin for "desired things")

READ THIS ONE SO NICE :)

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.


If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.


Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.


Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.


Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful.


Strive to be happy.


--- Max Ehrmann, 1927

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

rants

I went to the school we're I'll be working, badtrip nakaapak ako ng TA* tangina sira porma ko buiti na lang may buhangin sa tabi :)..

I'm so excited to work I'll be handling KINDERGARTEN and PREP sheeeeet pero okay lang I already hd an experience in handling kids (BTW EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUC. is my major)

I have nice co teachers, but I don't think I will be able to befriend all of them.

I already dislike someone but I won't say the name, I don't talk to H** kinda maepal kasi.....

and what's this bringing all the stuff para lang makita na seryoso ka sa pag aaral mo.. FUCK THAT

I hate smart alecks that means you...

They always talk about the incoming LET (licensure examinations for teachers).
They asked our average grade in the board exam..and they were shocked when I told them my average.... I'm not the type kasi :)

Thursday, May 24, 2007

tagged

i have been tagged by ~PEPE+


The list of 6 websites that i love wasting my bandwidth and precious minutes upon are:


1.GOOGLE-is our homepage



2.MULTIPLY- to post my pictures,post videos from youtube (not reliable when the video is deleted you won't be able to view it)



3.FRIENDSTER- to stalk my long lost friends and classmates and friendster message is much more convenient to use that email.



4.YAHOO MAIL-to see those who commented, and those who left messages.



5.PHOTOBUCKET-to host my pictures :)



6.MY BLOGGER FRIENDS SITE-eventhough I don't leave a message on your cbox it dosn't mean that I don't visit your blogs...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

maybe

there be no falling stars this time around....

i'll be crying my last tears

i'll bear my last pain

i'll be able to walk away..far from you where you can never hurt me

Saturday, May 19, 2007

tagged

i've been tagged by CHA




Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog post of their own with 6 weird things, as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.


1. I'm a pre-school teachr but I dislike kids.

2. I prefer being left in the house alone.

3. I prefer gravy than catsup when eating fries.

4. I seldom drink water.

5. I'm a nocturnal being.

6. I'm scaredy-cat but I prefer watching horror movies .


hahaha i will braek the rules because I'm tamad to tag people this time sowee :)

Friday, May 18, 2007

for my S.O.

"The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore"

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending

There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
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funny jsut yesterday we we'r having a blast now...it's all flushed down....why??

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

educational degree and age limit for politicians

I totally agreed withJUGS of Itchyworms opinion about people who runs in politics...

I watched boto mo patrol mo yesterday before I voted and I agreed with SEn. Miriam Santiago and Congressman Remulla that people who want to have a position in politics should be at least a college graduate. It would be totally unfair for us (common people) because in our world today ,if you are not a college graduate you have the lesser opportunity in finding a decent job (even college graduates have the difficulty in finding a decent job).

Why not demand this to those people who are too ambitous and too thick to run in the politics?
How can they make laws if they do not understand it thoroughly?
Do you really think that Manny Pacquiao will be able to make a law? hahaha he's not even a highschool graduate...

and not just that they should also put an AGE LIMIT to those who run FUCK...
if you're 60(private sector) and 65 (government) you are already retirable unfair talaga sila...

JOKER ARROYO for instance is already 80 years old I know he's a good senator but for God's sake he should be staying at home and taking care of his grand children hahaha




Monday, May 14, 2007

belated happy mother's day and voting day

I hate MOTHER'S DAY...

My mom passed away for almost 3 years from now....I miss her more and more each day and this day even increases the feeling of how much I'm longing for her....

I know that my Aunt loved me as her own but it's still not the same when she was still around....anyway

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MA, WHEREVER YOU ARE..

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I voted awhile ago, kainis talaga nung una di ko makita yung precinct ko...pero dahil sa aming butihing mga kapit bahay nakita ko I mean nilayung name ko. would you believe that my mom was still there...ayun todo lakas ng loob na lang at sinabi ko na patay na mom ko and they put a big DECEASED in her name box....yung indelible ink ko parang nail polish hahaha











After that I went out with JC (my ex) hay kaboring siya kasama hahaha ang bad ko
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watched spiderman 3 again...hahaha I REALLY LOVE IT
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HAHAHA PANO BA YAN LOREN PARANG SI CHIZ NA ANG NUMBER ONE SA SENADO....

Sunday, May 13, 2007

heto na....

lapit na botohan ito lists ko

MEDYO MAKA OPPOSITION AKO PERO WALA SI LEGARDA

1.ESCUDERO
2.ALAN CAYETANO
3.NOYNOY AQUINO
4.LACSON
5.PIMENTEL
6.TRILLANES
7.OSMENA
8.VILLAR
9.COSETENG
10.ROCO



BAKIT di KO BOBOTO si LEGARDA

tang ina niya..siya yung nag gawa ng batas na DI na dapat swelduhan ang mga TEACHERS pag april at may....anu yun ibig sabihin di na kakain yung mga kapamilya ng mga teachers?? eh anung gagawin niya sa pera??

TANG INA MONG NUMBER 1 SA SENADO!!!!

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dati inisip ko din na iboto si HONASAN pero di na ngayon di na ko sigurado sa kanya


si TOL MIKE DEFENSOR isa pa tong GAGO..ang kapal mo WALANG SKWATER SA SARILING BAYAN amg dami ng nagsabi niyan BOOHOO and di ako naniniwala sa mga sinasabi mo....about PAG IBIG and SMOKEY MOUNTAIN..pede bah???

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nakakainis pala yung BANAT party list di naman kandidato si ERAP eh..bakit si JOSE PIDAL di niya binanatan!!??

Friday, May 11, 2007

GO FIGURE

I saw this on ~MARIEL's Page

A: you like to drink.
B: you like people.
C: you are really silly.
D: one in a million.
E: great in bed.
F: you are dead sexy.
G: you never let people tell you what to do.
H: you have a very good personality, looks and a very good kisser.
I: great in bed.
J: people adore u.
K: you're wild and crazy.
L: unbelievably great in bed.
M: great in bed.
N: you like to drink a LOT.
O: awesome kisser.
P: you are hypocrite.
Q: you are popular with all types of people.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
S: easy to fall in love with.
T: you're loyal to those you love.
U: you are really silly.
V: you are not judgemental
W: you are very broad minded.
X: you never let people tell you what to do.
Y: best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z: always ready

MEANS

L-unbelievably great in bed
U
-you are really silly
I-great in bed.
S-easy to fall in love with.
A-you like to drink


hahaha kakatuwa naman so magaling pala ako sa kama...oo inaamin ko magaling ako sa kama...

magaling akong MATULOG hahaha

Monday, May 07, 2007

I MISS the FEELING

I watched Spiderman pero di ko na eelaborate tutal lahat naman ng tao eh yun na yung nasa blog nila
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I missed being IN LOVEPhoto Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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BTW PLEASE WATCH LAW OF UEKI VERY VERY NICE!!!!

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Saturday, May 05, 2007

finally it's over

After all the endless crying and myriad of pains..It finally came to my senses that WE or should I say, I was fighting a lost battle...and I was just too PROUD to admit that I'm losing...

Now I accepted my defeat and waving a white flag...I surrender I can't fight anymore.....

Finally it's over....


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ON THE LIGHTER SIDE OF THE STORY



I went to Rosebelle (the school where I would be teaching this June)..akala ko naman eh magpapasukat lang ng uniform hindi pala...

I had my written exams which was good naman( I hate interviews hahaha )and Sir told me that I did not dissapointed him and he was impressed (yabang!). Sa totoo lang I was really nervous ako kasi naunang natapos at di ako gumamit ng scrap unlike ng mga naksabayan ko :)...

1.what makes you think that you are qualified for the position?
2.how will you establish your carreer?
3.what are the qualities of a good teacher?
4.what of these qualities do you possess?

Practical answer lang daw kaya straight to the point ako sumagot hahaha.....

tapos ng demo nilang 5 (i'm exempted here (: btw)

then nagpasukat na kami ng uniform they want pants daw pero I prefer skirt :) and Maam Rose said na mas okay daw ang skirt ( heheh bhelat)...

Mas bagay ang skirt sa akin because I'm pee wee sized (4'8)...

Then we ate at RAZONS the best HALO HALO....


BTW i love KJWAN'S new VIDEO......ONE LOOK

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

I really love this song...






I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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Mike and I are okay I mean we can already talk like civilized people ...siguro nga di na namin mababalik yung dati...siguro nga kaya we decided to work this thing dahil na lang sa longevity ng relasyon namin..

but I'm still hoping and praying for a miracle....

all I want to do is find my way back into love hehehe