sorry blogger friends

i missed blogging......badtrip lang kasi talga ang PLDT.....kahit ilang beses ka mag report wala pa din so now i'm in an internet shop.....

i hate myself at the moment...really big time....


sometimes you can always find yourself...losing faith...and asking God "why?"


the thing that makes me happy abandoned me....

"little by little i stand
little by little i smile
little by little i laugh
little by little i'm picking my broken pieces
little by little you are giving up
little by little you can watch me die"

caught in the act

i feel bad as in really really bad jc went here in the house to have lunch with me....it was supposed to be a happy moment but it turned so ugly....

Jc found out about me and mike...actually wala naman talaga akong dapat ipaliwanag sa kanya eh...coz he's not my bf kaya lang i really felt bad when he told me na babalikan na dapat niya ako next year.... nag init ulo ko...and i just said that's what you get for making me your last resort!!...di ako nanghihnayang basta alam ko nasabi lang niya yun dahil nasaktan ko ego niya...ngayon natatakot akong makarama huhuhu... i really feel bad.....

i told mike about this.. syempre ang bato naman niya kung di xa makakaramdam ng galit di ba?? nagalit siya pero we're working things out...and i hope we'll do okay in coming days....

too much for playing safe.....
so much for wanting everything.....

.......forgive me please...

i made up my mind there's no turning back he's been good to me and he deserve better than that.....

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terrorism's target is not to kill innocent people but have the people lose faith in what they believe.........angels and demons

this is my blog and these are my thoughts....

"the subic rape case"

what can i say about this blah blah shit...?! ay yeah....

first.....
i dont actually believe that this so-called NICOLE was raped...

why??

her siblings went home but she decided to stay because she was too busy flirting with the american guy hahaha

then the american guy flirted back..then they had sex....hahaha
wait why do you need to use a condom if you're raping somebody hmmmmm.....

why did she say it was rape maybe because daniel smith realized that it's only a one night stand and for her....something meaningful hahaha...

and to top it all why did she have an american boyfriend??
for me...if i was raped by an american guy why would i choose an american for a boyfriend???will i not think of them as pigs?? why would i want to go to USA?? to be raped again and ask for a citizenship??? nyahahahaha..

oh please........


( no offense meant to whoever reads this that supports girl)

"vengeance is sweet" ...

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SAD SAD SAD

i don't have the close up mini cd yet......


will you die for someone you love???
my answer is no...why would i die for someone i truly love???
when they are the reason why i am alive....

even if my loved one die....i will still live for them..



to be contd.... hehehehe

paroxysm.......

these past few days....mike and i are having problems in terms of communicating...and i admit it's my fault coz i enjoy the habit of nit-picking people and he's my favorite....

there are times when i just want to end things..say goodbye, let go and never look back...i tried to do it but due to whatever reason i just can't do it...

i'm living a lonely life a very very lonely life nd i don't want him to a part of my loneliness...i want him to be happy and not to be tied with someone like me....i'm miserable...

sure i can smile, i can laugh and even crack some jokes but it will never ease the pain that i feel... there's no room for emotions in my heart.....

he told me once that i can tell him evrything but sadly i was not born that way..i am a very discreet person...i'm hurting but you can never see a singl trace of hurt in my face...you can never see a tear in my eyes....

spiderman once said "punch me and i'll bleed"

bleed.....

i want to bleed physically so that people will see that i'm hurting and suffer in much pain....

but i'm bleeding internally...no one can see it....nobody knows about it...nobody knows that i'm slowly dying....

please see the real me...feel me....punch me.....i beg you.....


boredom's talking.........

nocturne

Nocturne

Laid my head on the pillow
Watched the night go by
Watched the checkered pillowcases come alive
Silence croons me slowly
And I wonder how you are
Are you sleeping soundly?
You don't quite feel as far

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if I'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

From across the room the clock leers
As I try to sleep again
I would rather shorten the night
Than lengthen the sleep

We lose our voices

I would rather spend it dreaming of you

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if I'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if I'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if I'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if I'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if I'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

I've seen you in my sleep
I've seen you in my sleep
I've seen you in my sleep

entry after a long long time...

at least for now i will be able to write an entry...yesterday i went to an internet cafe.....that expected me to have memorized the letters in the keyboard....obviously the people around me were playing thse so-called "ON LINE GAMES"...oh believe me i can see their excitment and happiness while playing those things....i don't understand what's and where's the fun in it...te hehehe


as i have said i was asked to substitute for a week coz the father of mrs. ber passed away....

i was obliged to go to a seminar yesterday actually i have no intentions of going there but my co teachers asked me to be there coz i will be able to write it in my resume'.....Mr. Pulmano (whatever) of abs-cbn was there he's one of the guest speaker.... he has a nice voice and sure he's a good speaker...but after his talk we go to our respective classroom or designated places.....

the speaker "Sharon Tarantan" yawn.......... i hope you have an idea...
her talk was extremely boring and i think i learned absolutely nothing hahaha bad bad me...but she should thank God for her good looks...nyay

we decided to have a recess and decided to eat the sandwiches that VIBAL PUBLISHING has to offer it was and egg with ham sandwich.....and VIRGIN COLA...my friends and i laughed...we teased each other that whoever drinks VIRGIN COLA that's
not a virgin will die hehehehehe instantly...
but
nobody died hehehe...

lunch time.....ulk the food not that good...i never thought VIBAL PUBLISHING is STINGY hehehehe...

we went gicels house but she was not around...only Ero was there....i remembered ero on my pre school years..she was madamot back then ..i think the reason she talked to me now was beacuse gcel was my friend....but she gets ilang daw with me because ate allen was my friend...and allen was ilang naman with me daw coz kereen was friend.....

kareen got married last sat. at first i didn't believe her.....
riza got married too and anabel...she's my bestfriend again...muahhhhh

seems that people now are rushing in getting married hehehehe.........


i bought home a KFC bucket meal hehehehe i love kfc...

last friday...mike fetched me and i asked him to accompany me in F salon...i have my hair cut...hehehe if you can call it a haircut because my hair is still long mike was upset because he said that i only wasted my money coz there was no difference...

i like it that way...

i missed mike...it's been too long....

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i never thought that kfc chickn will taste so delicious when im with you....
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Manny won......good for him.......weeeee..............

life is not fair while some are getting richer and richer some are getting poorer and poorer...

sumting sumting

it's been awhile.....hehehehe

i was asked to teach for a week......hehehehe

i miss smy blog.......

whoever said that life is not always a bed of roses you're wrong......we have some problems because we move to the side where the roses have torns...hehehehe

somebody stop me

i remembered telling my friends and marie "pag nakapag pa pic ako kasama si yael hihinto ko na kabaliwan ko".......

but no i was wrong because when i had the chance with yael.....i became more addicted....because im willing to go far just to see them play...

mike told me it's just a waste of time because they will never recognize me......i don't care

but really i want to stop...please help me to stop.....

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hay arlene, faye and I we're so thrilled to get hold of our license hahaha.....

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last nov. 1 a saw marie pala in the cemetery......

missed me???

i'll be back sooner than you think......

kaboom

well i love spongecola..hahaha being with marie, jen , jeru, charm , ate nhey and the other listers ...is the happiest too bad rio is not there oh come on rio when will we meet????!!!

though i was a bit guilty..it was mike's bday...nye bad gf bad bad gf,,,,

hay kainis di pa rin maayos phone and worst sira ang hard disk ng pc namin so sad......

........

i love michael...he's the best.....

>>>>>>>

fatima marie...i missed you sis i have given you my number already....please try to contact me...

PASSED

i missed blogging hahaha...our comp. broke down (pagkatapos maging okay ng phone pc naman)

and it's been a month since my last post :(


madami ng nangyari

and pinaka latest .......I PASSED the LET examinaton (board exams for teachers)



haha i'm really really proud of myself hehehe (yabang)

no but really it's really an accomplishment for me...at least now i know that i'm not really stupid...
most of my former teachers were flabbergasted when they heard that i passed and why wouldn't they??
i 'm on the HORROR roll list, regular absentee and the laziest student on earth haha...well really i'm known for that....i even got 70 in my math subject as in flat haha....

faye told me that ms. sarmiento said "buti si ms. luisa pumasa bakit si heid f. hindi?"

and the list go on with the same comment......

hell yeah.... they hired heidi over e because heidi was more industrious and more serious student than i was
i already embraced that fact.... heidi is my friend so no hard feelings....

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there are so many comments about my passing maybe if they can accused of having cheated they would...

arlene told me that mrs. capinpin asked who made it and she evaluated our names...and mrs. capinpin told ms. espinosa "sabi ko sayo may utak yung batang yun eh alam ko na may utak siya ayaw mo lang maniwala tamad slang siya"

and ms. espinosa's reaction was "hmmp even if"

haha i can't blame her...she loved heidi.......

hahaha nakakatawa naman and reaction niya maybe she just don't want to admit that she pre judged me or she even expected that i'll make it..

well i don't give a damn on what she thinks about me.....

i really don't.............


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thanks list................

to God for giving me a chance to prove to many people that i'm not stupid hehehe
to my family (lahat na kau)

to my friends

anabel cortez
arlene alzadon
heidi fernandez
faye fajardo
mark casem
joan dolorzo
kareen fausto
carmel yumul
cecil pascua
maruth
lorraine
te bernal
she (RIP)
she salvador
jc my ex fo lending me some reviewers
marie
jen
rio
MY BLOGGER FRIENDS


teachers/ school staff

mam gie
sir emman
mrs. dimal
mam kaye
sige sam ko na din si Jhoie haha
mam chat
mam joy
mrs. ber
mrs carreon
mam irene
ate vivian

my boyfriend who's very supportive(?????) hahahaha

Sponge cola (nyay really their part of these hehehe)

and mostly

those people who doubted me....hurt me...judged me...and made me feel stupid (ms.Espinosa#1)
and the person who refused to lend her reviewer :) wink wink

thank you i couldn't done this without you...
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ps

maricris asia

wag ka ng mag duda na ako pumasa at ay bumagsak......di lahat nadadaan sa complete attendance :)
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when you really want something all the universe conpires to help you achieve it

the alchemist paulo coelho

bato

last day ko na friday can't wait...

things to nuy on my last salary

1. transit ( spongecola's second album)

2. starbucks (mocha frappe)

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badtrip lang talaga dahil after all the hardwork ...it's not enough...


arlene borrowed my " tuesdays with morrie" ganda naman kasi yun eh

tapos biglang naopen ang topic na tungkol sa iyakan...

heidi told me that " kaw luisa bat di ka umiiyak?? bato ka siguro??"

actually i was annoyed when she told me that

pero still i defend myself

"di naman porke di ako umiiyak bato na ako, there's another part of me"

hahahaha.....


maybe i was not born to be emotional.....and i just think that showing emotions is a sign of being VULNERABLE and i don't want to be known as VULNERABLE LUIsa

Tuyo Ng Damdamin
Ariel Rivera

Minsan kahit na pilitin mong uminit ang damdamin
'di siya susunod at 'di maglalambing

Minsan 'di mo na mapigil mapansin
Na talagang wala nang naiiwan na pagmamahal

At kahit na anong gawin
'di mo na mapilita at madaya
Aminin sa sarili mo
Na wala ka nang mabubuga

Parang 'sang kandila nanagdadala ng ilaw at liwanag
Nauubos rin sa magdamag
(instrumental)

'di na madaig o mabalik ang dating matamis na kahapon
Pilit ma'y tuyo na'ng damdamin...

signsssss

"when you really want something all the universe conspires to help you achieve it" paul coelho

well i guess the universe knew that this was not for me.....

and i've learned (the alchemist) that we should not ignore our signs...because if we ignore them they might abandon us....

the signs we're all in front of me but i refused to follow them......now i'm longing for one or even praying for one.....oh God i'm begging give me a sign...please and this time i promise not to ignore it.......

for once let me believe that there's really someone out there

knock....

knock....

knock...

knock....

please let me in..........

fucked up

i haven't pot for a while because our pc is in big trouble hahaha


i miss you guys....... hope you'll not erase nor delete me on your lists.......

untitled

i haven't post for a while ...you know why our internet speed is 14.4kbps (and if you're not an addict like me you will never bother waiting hehehe)

i bought KAMI NA PO MUNA (tribute to the APO hiking society)

i love PAANO by shamrock
AWIT NG BARKADA
and shempre ang

NAKAPAGTATAKA coz it was sung by SPONGECOLA (and that's it)
p.s.
sana man lang may pix nung mga pipol na kumanta sa tribute at di lang yung mga ulo nila buboy, jim at danny...

Mike bought me the September issue of CANDY MAG....(i love him he's spoiling me to death hehehe)...but he told me that he finds it annoying when i only talk about YAel/Spongecola..ei what can i do?????second to him i love spongecola/ YAEL...

well back to the candy mag..

si lia halos ang nanduon hhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

"the GREATEST challenge of being a FRIEND is NOT just listening to the words spoken, but hearing and feeling even there is noting but SILENCE" - i saw this in the candy mag

last thursday mike told me that i was his 1st gf.....nye anu un....all this time i was living in jenny's shadow eh wala naman pala akong dapat ika galit hahaha............

anu ba to i'm trying to make sense but as far as i can see i can't make any hahahaha

nga pala if ever i will fail in the board exam i'll try and remember this

" going through a failure is never easy.

But in any failure, remember that there are no mistakes- only lessons learned.

It can even become the starting point for something new and wonderful in your life.

When you look back on the experience 10 years from now, you will realize that you've become a better person by overcoming these difficulties. SOMETIMES, FAILURE IS MERELY SUCCESS IN DISGUISE."- candy mag

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im having a hard week... nye...

i went home last monday to watch haha homeboy because the spongecola was one of the guest.. hehe adik ba ako???

our salary was delayed so you could just imagine my agony hahaha....

i was tagged!!!! by .DAPH



this is simple

rules

Just:
1. Emphasize all lines that apply to you.
2. Tag five more people after you finish, complete with links to their sites.
3. Let the person you've tagged KNOW that they've been tagged, for Pete's sake.

I wish I was a different ethnicity.
I have an eating disorder.
I'm short.
I'm tall.
I think I'm really attractive.
I prefer winter over summer. ( do i have any choice we only we have summer).
I'm a geek.
I'm a shopaholic.
I'm reasonably intelligent.
I'm attracted to girls.
I'm attracted to boys.
I like British accents.
I smoke regularly.
I drink regularly.
I smoke socially..
I drink socially.
I get drunk easily.
I do drugs..
I will never date a bad kisser.
I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
I'm religious.(keeping the faith alive...).
I'm not religious but have morals.
I lie frequently.
I'm impulsive.
I'm hardworking..
I liked "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind". (never seen it).
"She's All That" is one of my favourite movies.
I'm good at History..
I speak more than two languages.
I enjoy taking pictures.
I like spending money on myself.
I like spending money on others.
I have a regular income.
I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
I pay my own bills. .
I rely on my parents for money.
I can cook.(hehe, i can cook pancit canton and fried stuff=) )
I enjoy cleaning.
Tidyness is a must in my life.
I like clutter.
My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
I have heard of Blonde Redhead.
I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
I'm fashion-conscious.
I have good taste. ( I think)
People tell me I have good taste.
I excel academically..
I'm told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
I'm good at sports.
I'm good at certain sports..
I couldn't do sports to save my life.
I'm creative.
I'm artistically inclined.
I wanna be an artist when I grow up..
I wanna be an engineer when I grow up.
I eat when I'm upset
I cannot adapt to change..
I'm interested in politics.
I have shoplifted.
I download MP3s. .
I've done underage drinking.
I've gone underage clubbing.
I can dance reasonably well.
I can dance extremely well. .
I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
I can sing..
I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
I can swim.
I enjoy surveys..
I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
I keep a journal.
My teachers don't like me.
I enjoy controversy.
I can be a bitch/bastard.
I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
I have tattoos..
I've been in a nudist colony..
I'm not sure if I want to have children.
I'm not sure if I'll get married.
I know who I will marry. .
I'm interesting.
I'm a good liar.
People enjoy talking to me.
I annoy people from time to time.
I'm a born leader.
I'm a born leader but shouldn't lead.
I enjoy felching.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a shoe fetish..
I watch "Sex and the City".
I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
I wanna be J.Lo.
I cut myself..
I've cut myself.
I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
I hate popular people.
I think cheerleading is a sport. .
I'm photogenic.
I live in Chucks.
I think graffiti is art.
I have dated a criminal..
I have been cheated on.(grrr!)
I have cheated on someone.
I have a temper.
I like playgrounds.
I dance in the rain.
I'm obsessed with Shakespeare.
I have tanlines.
My favourite color is pink..
My favourite color is black.
I would classify myself as emo..
I'm musically inclined.
I like listening to music.
I like music-blasting cars.
Thongs are comfortable..
I like flip-flops.(i have a flipflop fetish)
I know what monogamy is...
...and I believe in it.
I wanna be a social worker when I grow up..
I have sibling/s.
My sibling/s annoy me.
I think "South Park" is funny.
I believe in LOVE.


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im tagging
1.MARIE

2.ELLE

3.JEN CELIS

4.JIGS

5.PAENG

plug.....

SPONGECOLA'S BITIW VIDEO

AUG.28 1 P.M.

MYX

11 DAYS TIL THE ALBUM LAUNCH




Sponge Cola's latest single "Bitiw" is out now!
Here's how to request/vote for the song!

NU 107.5
Nuvote[space]Bitiw
Send to 29107

Magic 89.9
Magic[space]899[space]Bitiw
Send to 2968

RX 93.1
Bitiw
Send to 29761931

LS 97.1
RADIO[space]greetlsfm[space]Bitiw
Send to 2311 for Globe, 350 for Smart

RT 99.5
RT[space]Bitiw
Send to 2968
Yahoo Messenger ID: rt995fm

Klite 103.5
Klite[space]1035[space]Please play Bitiw
Send to 2968

Jam 88.3
JAM[space]883[space]Bitiw
Send to 2968


The album, Kami nAPO Muna: a tribute to APO Hiking Society is out now!



Tentative August Gig Sched:

26-Oranbo School, Shaw Blvd Extension, Pasig 9pm
27-Le Pavilion 7pm
31-Magic 89.9 event @ Eastwood (no time yet)
31-La Consolacion 9pm (tentative)
taken last march 27. HAU gig hehehe

sana maulit hehehe

well test ko kanina at sigurado ako na di ako papasa...may next year pa naman di ba???

yael!!!!

someday i'll marry this person hahaha ( dream on LUISA)

13 days to go.......TRANSIT by SPONGECOLA

but i'll post this song by CALLALILY


Stars
Callalily

A picture of you reminds me
How the years have gone so lonely
Why do you come and leave me
Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here

A picture of you reminds me
How the days have gone so empty
Why do you come and leave me
Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only i had wings
So i can fly
I want to be with you
For all of time
My love for you
Will never die

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here
(if only you were here)

he called up last night and I talked to him (hahaha bad bad me!!!)

and we have realized that we have to stop playing HIDE AND SEEK.....and the DENIAL GAME

we admitted that we still have that SPECIAL FEELING for each other but we agreed that we must and should ignore that feeling...it'll pass....

INTRAMURALS TOM. ACTUALLY I DON'T HAVE ANY INTENTIONS OF GOING....I RATHER SLEEP....

i'm reviewing right now for the LET EXAM (i have a feeling that i will not be able to pass this crap)

but i have said no pressure here.....

mike and i had an argued (again) last night...kahit ano na lang pinagaawayan namin....

and i'm the one to blame hahaha.....

wait pluto is not anymore included in the 9 major planets.....so we'll only have 8 major planets

accdg. to them our moon is bigger than pluto (hehehe)

yael!!!!

someday i'll marry this person hahaha ( dream on LUISA)

13 days to go.......TRANSIT by SPONGECOLA

but i'll post this song by CALLALILY


Stars
Callalily

A picture of you reminds me
How the years have gone so lonely
Why do you come and leave me
Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here

A picture of you reminds me
How the days have gone so empty
Why do you come and leave me
Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here

I'm saying i love you again
Are you listening
Open your eyes once again
Look at me crying

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only i had wings
So i can fly
I want to be with you
For all of time
My love for you
Will never die

If only you could hear me
Shout your name
If only you could feel
My love again
The stars in the sky will
Never be the same
If only you were here
(if only you were here)

he called up last night and I talked to him (hahaha bad bad me!!!)

and we have realized that we have to stop playing HIDE AND SEEK.....and the DENIAL GAME

we admitted that we still have that SPECIAL FEELING for each other but we agreed that we must and should ignore that feeling...it'll pass....

INTRAMURALS TOM. ACTUALLY I DON'T HAVE ANY INTENTIONS OF GOING....I RATHER SLEEP....

i'm reviewing right now for the LET EXAM (i have a feeling that i will not be able to pass this crap)

but i have said no pressure here.....

mike and i had an argued (again) last night...kahit ano na lang pinagaawayan namin....

and i'm the one to blame hahaha.....

weeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

addicted sa spongecola..........

15 days to go......SPONGECOLA'S 2ND ALBUM "TRANSIT".....kakainis ang ingay ng tricycle di ko masyado napakinggan yung bago nilang single na "BITIW"

la akong masyadong kwento ngayon....i've been busy reviewing for our board exams which i will and would likely to fail hehehe....hahaha

hey no pressure here.........

hardest thing

"It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be"

too late...no more second chances....


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SPONGECOLA'S SECOND ALBUM

"TRANSIT"

WILL BE OUT SOON....

16 days to go!!!!

eto nAPO

nanood ako ng ASAP kahapon..dinelay ko pa yung oras ng lakad ko para lang mapanood ko ang spongecola curious kasi ako sa kanta nilang NAKAPAGTATAKA..at talaga namang nakapagtaka kung bakit sa lahat ng kanta ng APO yung ang kinanta nila (MORE OF THIS IN
GHE mababasa niyo doon ang mga opinyon niya...)

pero okay lang kahit di ko xado trip yung nakapagtataka love ko pa din ang spongecola lalo na si YAEL hehehe...at sa konting time na nakita ko siya sa tv sumaya ako hehehe...

ayun nagkita kami ni michael...walang magandang movie so nagdecide kmi na food trip na lang ....and salon trip hehehe...

sabay kami nagpagupit at as usual napagkamalan nanaman kaming magkapatid hehehe
at napagkamalan akong highschool student nye!!!

nawala cp ni michael nahulog sa tricycle hay buti na lang may extra allowance at nakabili siya ng bago....

yun muna ngyon.......

PRESENT:
1.Wat song are you listening to now?
-alive- frio

2. Color you are wearing now?
- brown

3. Now, who's on ur mind?
-mike

4. Now,what lyrics do you like so much?
- let me know if i'm doing this right

5. Where do you feel like going now?
-magreview

6. What movie do you want to watch?
-..best friends wedding

7. Now, what do you want?
-peace of mind

8 Current mood right now?
-semi happy hehehe ..

9. When is your birthday? –
-mrach 30

10. Where did you buy ur bag/s?
-la akong bag hehehe

11. Where did you buy ur pencil box?
- free siya sa colgate hehehe...yung superman

12. How was school today?
- lang pasok..

13. Worst subject? -
- math math math

PAST:

1. Last time you fell in love?
-..in love ako ngayon

2. Last movie you watched? With whom?
- sukob....mith mike

3. Last shirt you wore before the shirt you're
wearing now?
-white

4. Last place you've been to.
- sa bedroom

5. Last dream
-…
6. Last call you received?
-michael

7 Last testi you got?
- kay faye

8.Last message you got in friendster?
- D ko kilala eh

9. last sms you got?
- kay mike

10. last thing you did? -
- lesson plan

11. last present u got?
- ring

12. last present you gave to
someone?
- secret

13.last issue u read in the
newspaper?
-newspaper what's dat?!

LOVE LIFE:

1.Who's the first person you fell in love with?
- JC TIRU HAHAHSA

2.How many boys/girls did you like before?
- d q mabilang

COMMON:

1. Madali
bang mahalata na may topak ka?
- oo ahehhe

2. Matagal ka ba maligo?
- uu hehe

LONG DISTANCE LOVE AFFAIR

mike and I just celebrated our 2nd anniversary..last aug.13..but we did not able to see each other because he's in manila...crap!!!!
eventhough he promised to see me this weekend ....that's not the same..it's not our anniv. anymore (can you imagine my agony?!)
ano ba to...di pa ba ako sanay???? we've been together for two years now...sanay na ko dahil sinanay ko na yung sarili ko...

it's so hard having this so-called LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP..why?? because i can't see him anytime i like...
i told him last night
"mula nung naging bf kita natuto na akong magpunta ng mall mag isa""bakit naman?" he said"bakit masasamahan mo ba ko?"
silence....

last 2004...
i have all the intention to cheat on him...simple lang naman ang reason dun eh... i want someone i can see or even touch someone na mahaharap ko sa friends ko ..hahaha..(gawin bang trophy ang bf)..then hadriane came...
hadriane was the guy i met on the phone (haha phonepals) because michelle gave my number to him..ayun flirting through the phone...and then we decided to meet (naks EB) well sa totoo lang with all modesty aside he liked me...he even fell in love with me (hahaha laki ng ulo) ako??? nagustuhan ko naman siya eh ...actually we did go out for quite some times (cheater!!!),kaya lang ayun umamin siya na may gf siya (karma agad) i told him na piliin na lang yung isa, pero feeling niya ata nagpapaawa effect lang ako....ayun ako pinili niya actually i also had feelings for him (YUCK!!!)kaya lang it was all FLUSHED DOWN when we ate togeher hahaha in short na TO ako...and ingay niya kumain ewwwwww TO talaga!!!!..kaya i told him na may bf na ko ayaw naman niya maniwala...akala niya gumaganti lang ako...pero na convinced ko din siya...then I decided to end our relationship ...ngayon...kami ni hadriane??,,,wala na talaga we're not even friends...well he called me few days after i ended our relationship but i refused to talk to him..and even refused the friendship he was offering me (im so so bad)....i saw him last month with his new gf tchnically i was not the one who noticed him..it was joan.."uy si hade!" so i looked up and he was looking at me...i snobbed him hehehe (bad).....OI TAMA na TO

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after that i closed the idea of having a so called FLING
i love mike....that's a fact
having a Long distance relationship is not that bad...
at least when we say that we MISS each other we really do miss each other..di kagaya ng iba na sinsabi lang ang salitang MISS just for the sake of saying it....but for us we really mean it...
hahahaha....

"sure it's hard being alone. But it's something anyone can't get used to. I looked at his picture and smile, knowing that somewhere,I do belong to someone. And in that place I am never alone." www.peyups.com

i love you bhe

HALO HALONG KWENTO

hahaha when i checked my friendster account...someone named "jovelyn" ask me to be her friend hahaha i thought she was my former classmate..but no she was my adviser when i was in 2nd year highschool...hahaha i just find this amusing (babaw BOBO)

well the post conference with the AC's...... well i can say it was not that bad as i expected (hahaha i will not resign) because mrs.c was the one who almost do the talking and not HER ....hay kaloka..

i bailed myself out..hahaha im really good at making palusot tetehehehe but honestly i told them the truth ....well at least they were impressed with my english speaking ability skill hahaha and my handwriting in the board...(or they did not expected that i improved my english ,,,and my handwriting hahaha)

mike went to the ABS CBN yesterday and he told me that he had seen the copy of the episode of LET's GO last saturday..hehehe

whenever i feel sad or down

YAEL is my happy pill hehehe hearing his voice makes me feel better much much better....i love him hahahaha.........

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mike is so so busy this past few days that means he had a lesser time texting me huhuhu..it really really makes me feel sad.....

HAYYYYYYYYYYY YAEL WHEEERRREEE AAAARRRREEEE YYYYOOOUUUUU?????

angst??!!!

Kindness Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

my ideal relationship wait i already have this kind of relationship...with mike hehehe........

crap.......i want to resign!!! i'll resign na nga if not this week maybe nextweek.....hahaha

oh lord give me a sign i really really really need one before doing anything harsh....

unfair...they observed cecil and me but why the hell they looked for my lesson plan while they did not look for the lesson plan of cecil...????

unfair right??!!

well people you should congratulate me...hahaha...i'm the world biggest failure and don't forget to include i'm also a quitter ...

tomorrow they'll talk to me..(again)i just hope mrs. c will balance the act ..fuck the other one (she needd one hahaha)....i heard that she find it amusing or should i say flattering or in the other words she's pleased with herself when she finds out that people rattle when they see her....or loved it when she feels that people "fear" her...(hahahaha yeah you're really really scary...you're a monster!!!!!) well as for me maybe it's only her defense mechanism because probably deep down inside her she knows that people don't like her (i'm so so bad)...oh pity her...

well i bought chocolate crunchies,peewee, chocochip cookies and kfc's chicken burger (YUM YUM YUM and in the counter..hahaha my exbf ) just to lighten up my self..

well what can i say.....

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A BLUE SKY WAITING TOMORROW.....

Kindness Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

my ideal realationship wait i already have this kind of relationship...with mike hehehe........

crap.......i want to resign!!! i'll resign na nga if not this week maybe nextweek.....hahaha

oh lord give me a sign i really really really need one before doing anything harsh....

unfair...they observed cecil and me but why the hell they looked for my lesson plan while they did not look for the lesson plan of cecil...????

unfair right??!!

well people you should congratulate me...hahaha...i'm the world biggest failure and don't forget to include i'm also a quitter ...

fever with colds

hello world...i'm back....

well i'm quite busy kaya yun puro la kwenta mga post ko ng nagdaang mga araw

i was running a fever yesterday...due to my colds (fuck i hate having colds)

and i realized na tinatabalan pa pala ako ng lagnat....

i missed the chat with the spongecola yesterday though it sounded that they had a lots of fun GRRRR....i miss yael yuzon....

thanks sa lahat ng nagbabasa dito..

jigs thanks sa comment!!!

lesson plan mania

i'm doing 3 things right now.....
1. watching CSI SUPREME SUNDAY
2. making my lesson plan.
3. blogging
multi tasking??? i need diversion...coz i hate doing my lesson plan....

micahel and i is celebrating our 2nd anniv. today...well we never go out he's in manila and i'm here in tarlac...


i watchedlet's go yesterday because YAEL was there..

hahaha i'm so adiicted to him...


that's all for now i need to finish 35 more lesson plan..

thank god it's friday

i arrived in the school at 6:59 am hehehehe (so so early)...hay it's WORKBOOK DAY so it means we've got nothing to do...actually i'm not really in the mood to let my pupils answer their books sasakit lang ang ulo ko and it's so hot...baka makisabay pa ko...

while we were eating our lunch our coordinator told us that the AC's will be observing next week..(nerbyos hahaha)..then she told me that cecil and i are included...so that they'll be able to choose who will be the floating sub..(nye)....

i don't expect that I will be the ONE...the reason is simple the other AC don't believe in second chances hahaha...( that's why accdg. to my survey half of the people in our school hated her nye)

actually when I was still studying i'm very excited to work in my alma mater..kasi naman...i've been there since birth hahaha (prep-college) but now i think my mind has changed..it's so hard to work with people who already judged you...


as the old cliche' goes " you can't please everybody"...
well that's right because no matter what you'll do you there will be people who will not be happy...but as I can see people always TRy to please everybody coz admit it or not our confidence is boost if people around us is happy or is pleased with us (clap clap clap)...

ding dong doodle

heidi was hired to be a substitute for mrs.capan who was operated....good for her..if anabel did not such do a stupid thing maybe she will be with us coz we were ranked .....the rank..

1.anabel
2.luisa
3.heidi


haha okay na sa akin ang ranking nato...at least nasa top 3 hehehe

i hate ate lyn how dare she!!! she told heidi that cecile was a board passer gago di na nga siya nagtake eh!!!! know it all ka talaga!!!!!


the pre school teachers are having a hard time especially now that we don't have a principal the AC's are the ones in charge...you know why???

they think that teaching in the pre school is that easy....they're wrong absolutely wrong!!!!....hahahaha i think thay should and they must try especially BY YOU!!!

have you ever handled a pre school?? na ah i don't think so cause in your attitude hahaha you might go mad hahaha..you're easily irritated..fuck that...
to tell you honestly...you're irritating too....i just hope there will be more chalkdust coming in your way hahaha that way you'll die sneezing hahahaha...( i remember vividly that you're allergic to chalkdust haha)....THE END...but definitely not the last post about you....i will let you see that i'm not a quitter!!! and i can be the best more than you think...i can


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well i wore a skirt today para naman sumaya sila they told me to wear skirt more often....mas bagay ko daw kasi... naisip ko din wag naman araw araw you'll get used to it hehehe....hay friday na saya saya naman.....

i love mrs. carreon again she's nice....again hehehe,,,

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at least i feel good now....
it's all out

thanks fatima marie and marie....

down in hell

no matter how you tried your best there will always be people who'll try to bring you down....

i'm watching CSI right now..i love CSI

total freak

michael and i got together again hehehehe...so we'll be celebrating our 2nd anniv... pero next next week pa WINK WINK WINK...wow two years na pala kami ...sino ba namang mag aakala na tatagal kami when it was all started in a joke hahahaha...life is unpredictable indeed...i thought i'll love jc forever..hindi pala...pero it's not naman na di ko na totalling mahal si jc...he'll always have a special spot in my heart tehehehehehe......







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well teaching is not hard....pero yung makisama ka yun ang mahirap dami kasing epal eh...and i'm glad that di lang pala ako ang nakakapansin..pati yung mga batikan nagrereklamo na din...well...gulong ng palad..ngayon sa ibabaw sila balang araw...mapupunta rin sila sa vulcanizing shop hehehe....

kala ko nung una sweldo lang ang mahalaga sa pagtatrabaho mali pala ako dahil kahit isang milyon kada araw ang ibayad sayo kung sa ganung klaseng Tao ka makikisama at makikisalimuha wag na salamat na lang sa 1 milyon mo...and i'm talking about YOU!!!....hahaha nakakatawa ka naman powertripping yan pare i mean mare...NAKAKAIRITA ka....kung alam mo lang ang sinasabi ng mga kasama mo sayo...

well i just hope september na so that i will not be able to see your fat ugly face anymore....TANGINA MO!!!! well okay lang you're matandang dalaga that's why you're bitter!!!! i just hope you'll be happy with your work even if you'lkl find out what your coteachers think about you...hahahahaha(PITY YOU YOU DAMN OLD MAID)


p.s. sister told mrs. lukban to tell me to wear skirt tom. i hate her!!!!!
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i'm a total freak did you know that??!!!

sayang naman.........

me and arlene

my dance partner..she's nice i used to hate her when we're still in college (1st year collge) but now we're close than ever.........

this is my brand new shoes...my souvenir from my first salary (1st tym)

i love spongecola, i bought rock nation because the're in the cover!!!
protein shake...i missed their gig grrrr






we'll be celebrating our second anniv. soon..13 to be exact...

but we just need to forget about it...i broke up with him...

maybe love is not enough reason for two people to stay together......

i felt like crying..............

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SUKOB MGA KAPATID

1. Call me - LUISA, LOVE
2. What color of pants are you wearing right now? - ACTUALLY I'M WEARING A PANTS
3. What Are You Listening To Right Now? - PARANG AYOKO NA YATA (PNE).
4. What Was The Last Thing You Ate? - GREENWICH HAM AND CHEESE SOLO :)
5. Do You Believe In Karma? - UH HUH
6. If You Were A Crayon, what color would you be?- ELLOW HAHAHA
7. How Is The Weather Right Now?- RAINING RAINING
8. Last Person You Talked To On The Phone? - MICHAEL:)
9. Do You Like The Person Who Sent You This? - NO ONE SENT ME THIS. HAHA. I GOT IT FROM A BLOG.
10. How Are You Today? - TIRED.
11. Favorite Drink? - PEPSI
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink? - EWAN KO HEHEHE
13. Favorite Sports - N/A
14. Hair Color? - BLACK.
15. Eye Color? - BLACK DIN
16. Favorite Band? - SPONGECOLA
17. Favorite Actor & Actress? - I DON'T KNOW.
18. Favorite Months?- AUGUST....RAINING HAHAHA LA PASOK
19. Favorite Food?- KAHIT ANO WAG LANG HEALTHY HAHAHA
20. Last Movie You Watched? - SUKOB(MGA KAPATID HAHAHAHA)
21. Favorite Day of the Year? - CHRISTMAS..
23. What Was Your Favorite Toy As A Child? - WALA HEHEHEHE EWAN KO:)
24. Summer or Winter?- SUMMER WALA NAMANG WINTER DITO EH.
25. Hugs Or Kisses? - BOTH
26. Chocolate Or Vanilla? - VANILLA
27. What Is Under Your Bed? - BASURA.
28. Friend You Have Had The Longest? - SI FAYE (THOUGH I DON'T ADMIT IT TO HER HEHE)
29. What Did You Do Yesterday? - WALA NABADTRIP LANG AKO SA PUPILS KO.
30. Favorite Smells?- EWAN KO LA SIYA TATAK
31. Who Inspires You? - GOD,.
32. What Are You Afraid Of? - HEIGHT ( I LACK IT HAHAHA KIDDIN).
33. Plain, Buttered Or Salted Popcorn? - CHEESE-FLAVORED
34. favorite flower? - YELLOW ROSE (THOUGH I DON'T RECEIVE IT)
35. Number Of Keys On Your Key Ring? - LA ME RING
36. Favorite Days Of The Week? - FRIDAY

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1. 1st time you tried smoking:-- 2ND YEAR HIGH SCHOOL
2. 1st alcoholic drink you had:-- NUNG 1ST YEAR HIGH AKO SAN MIG WITH JUICE (ulk)
3. 1st time you entered a bar:-- 2ND YEAR COLLEGE.
4. 1st award you received:-- NUNG HIGH SCHOOL LOYALTY AWARDEE HEHEHE.
5. 1st hero:-- MY MOM (CORNY!)
6. 1st time you were sent to the principal fordisciplinary actions:-- ACADEMIC PROBATION PEDE PA AY WAIT NAHULIHAN PALA KO NG CP NUNG 2ND YEAR HIGH SCHOOL
7. 1st goal you accomplished:-- LA KO GOAL
8. 1st crush?-- HAHAHAHAHA SECRET!!!!
9. 1st person whom you gave flowers:-- MY MOM AGAIN GRADE 6 RECOLLECTION
10.1st friend:-- RUGIN..WE WERE 5
11.1st kiss:-- HAHAHA INTRIGA TO
12. 1st record you bought:-- YOU MEAN ALBUM??
13. 1st song you sang infront of many people:-- ANGEL OFGOD??,JESUS FACE IS BEAUTIFUL
14. first musical instrument you learned to play:-- GUITAR ( BUT I WAS NEVER INTERESTED)
15. 1st local&foreign concert you watched:-- LOCAL: SPONGECOLA YUN LANG
16. 1st celebrity you saw in person:-- BANDS EH....
17. 1st TV show you really liked:-- MCGYVER??
18.1st buk u bought:-- WALA AKONG MAALALA
19. 1st sport you played:-- NONE
20. 1st sleepover:-- N/A
21. 1st terrible fight:-- WITH MY SIS
22. 1st inaanak (first godchild?):-- BOYING
23. 1st debut (filipino girly 18th bday party)party you attended:-- EWAN KO
24. 1st bestfriend/s-- WALA AKONG BEST FRIEND
25. 1st wedding you attended:-- NUNG JANUARY 8, 2005 PA HEHEHE
26. 1st person who greeted you on your lastbday:-- MIKE
27. 1st friend in friendster:-- DON'T REMEMBER
28. 1st cellphone:-- TRIUM
29. 1st cellphone ringtone:-- CITY BIRD
30. 1st collection:-- NONE
31. 1st tym u saw a ghost?-- NEVER( AND I NEVER WISH THAT I WOULD SEE ONE)
32. 1st rollercoaster ride?-- N/A
33. 1st ambition:-- DOCTOR HAHAHA
34.1st thing u will buy w/ ur 1st salary?-- MY RUBBER SHOES HAHAHA

FUCK I CAN'T UPLOAD PIX HERE!!!

GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.......

ayun nag seminar kami...

after that mike and i watched sukob!!!

a honest entry

tap tap tap....

my ate ning went to saudi awhile ago...we never had the chance to accompany her in the airport....the reason was simple....we had no budget and even if we had a budget i will not be able to join them...i have a class......

i felt guilty because i was not able to see her yesterday...gumala kasi ako...that's why when i got home i called her up.....she just told me "wag ka munang mag asawa"
and i simply told her i won't....

then i gave the phone to my aunt..and they were crying haahaha......

i'm gonna miss her...a lot....(i'll never ever repeat that hahaha)
i'll miss her in the house....i'll miss fighting with her (hahaha)
and mostly i'm gonna miss her children (naks naman)...

when we we're still young (much younger than now)..we used to fight like cats and dogs....and that's normal..she's the middle child (and i believe that she was suffering what we call "middle child syndrome" hahaha)and i'm the youngest (with a 9 years gap,,,imagine that)...that's why my mom decided that i must stay with my aunt( and i'm still here)....but we outlived that stage....but we still fight sometimes....

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i hate mrs carreon!!! i do i do i do!!!!!and include sister!!! i hate them both of them wait!!!!! i forgot to include cecille and ate lyn!!!!!!FUCK THEM ALL OF THEM!!!LOSERS STAYS TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!AND THEY'RE BUNCH OF LOSERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M FULL OF HATE!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE THE GIANT SQUID WILL EAT THEM!!!! BLAHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!(but i'm not holding any grudge hahahaha)


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MISERABLE LIFE


i watched MMK..it was about a teacher who went mad....he suffered post traumatic something...

i suddenly remembered my father...(drama to pare!!!) he suffered depression when my mother died (2 years ago) and i felt guilty because instead of understanding him.. i was mad because of what he's doing in himself...but it's all too late now he's gone too (oo people i'm an orphan....adopt me).....
all the rumors about his death.....we'll i'm sorry ate (to the eldest) but i believed them....now i know that you can't be trusted...you're selfish...you don't know how to love....you're heart is as hard as a stone....i just hoped that you will not end up all alone...and i hope that not one of your kids will pay what you have done to our parents...(esp.to our mom)

iyak iyak ka pa dyan...well what can i say you're a good actress......

i hate my father's relative because they always favored her....(ULK)...kasi daw she was the lost sheep..the prodigal daughter (fuck that)..at least in the story of the prodigal son, the son returned to his father and ask for forgiveness but you?? you never asked for forgiveness and to make the matters worst you never changed.....

i feel so sorry for you...

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hay grabe this day was exhausting!!

my pupils had their first quiz.....okay lang ako sa prep B but in prep A cRAP!!!!
not to say naman na they don't know anything ...(well that's understandable,this is their first time to take a test or even go to school for some....)...pero naman...iba na siguro kung pati ang name nila di masulat...i just wonder if their parents teach them at home.... kawawa naman sila....and what really annoying...the parents rely on teachers too much....di na nile pibakikialaman kung marunong ba magsulat ang anak nila...kasi trabaho naman daw ng teacher yun...FUCK THAT!!!!!...kailangan din po ng guide ng parents!!!!....one time tinanong ako nung isang parent

parent: teacher may natutunan naman po ba anak ko??
me: di po siya marunong magsulat...(gusto ko pa sana sabihin nah...blangko po ang anak niyo)


hay nakakainis naman yung parent na yun...yung anak talaga niya wala as in blangko...parang wala kang tinuro!!!

yung isa naman napaka iyakin ewan ko ba anung nangyari sa batang yun nasapian ata..laging umiiyak....grrrrrrrr...tangina!!!!! badtrip pa tong si sister sabi ba naman baka daw tinakot ko gusto ko siyang murahin!!!....hello sister may mga bata lang talaga na ayaw mag aral!!!!!

sister is nice pero i hate it when she becomes pakialamera na and all that...

ay shit!!naalala ko nanaman si angelika mejia badtrip umihi nanaman siya!!! buti na lang di ako yung teacher niya at that time kung hindi baka nasapak ko na siya.....

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nung uwian na i decided to go to the mall pero kelangan ko muna mag visit sa school hahahaha....

i went straight in the guidance office at hala nahuli ako ni jhoie!!! pero tumuloy pa din ako sa guidance office at nandun naman si sir eman kaya lang may kausap pa siya pero mga sandali lang kami naghintay it turns out pala na may nahulihan siya na gumagamit ng cp sa classroom....(dati nga bawal pa kami mgadala ng cp eh)....

jhoie told me that " uy bat naman di ka dumadalaw kay mrs. dimal?"
Me: alam mo naman na allergic ako sa mga math teachers (mrs. dimal was my math teacher when i was still in hs)

pero wala pa rin kawala pinuntahan ako ni mrs. dimal sa guidance ehehehehe..
she told me that she was proud of me!! i'm a teacher!!hahahaha....

well she has a point pag teacher ka nakaka boost talaga ng confidence yun and it's a gift!! hahahaha......sino ba namang mag aakala na ang bobong ako ay magiging teacher??? ni hindi nga ako nagrereport nun at nag aaral....nakakatawa dahil araw araw ko ng gawain ang pag aaral....


sir eman treated me a banana con yelo!!first time!!!!


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got to finish pa my

professional reading and lesson plan


..............

i just can't wait to see michael again .....

saturday can't wait YAY!!!!

i love you bhebhecoh!!!!

i can't think of a good entry hehehe

I Think God Can Explain
Splender

There’s a lot of things I understand,
And there's a lot of things,
That I don't want to know.
But you're the only face,
I recognize, it's so damn sweet of you,
to look me in the eyes.

It's all right, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain,
I believe I’m the same,
I get carried away
It's alright, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain
I'm relieved, I’m relaxed,
I'll get over it yet,

The scent of vaseline,
In the summertime,
The feel of an ice cube,
Melting over time,
The world seems bigger than both of us,
Yet it seems so small,
When I begin to cry.

It's all right, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain,
I believe I’m the same,
I get carried away

It's alright, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain
I'm relieved, I’m relaxed,
I'll get over it yet,

I'm so much better than you guessed,
I'm so much bigger than you guessed,
I'm so much brighter than you guessed.

It's all right, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain,
I believe I’m the same,
I get carried away

It's alright, I’m o.k.,
I think god can explain
I'm relieved, I’m relaxed,
I'll get over it yet,
I'll get off of your back,

I think god can explain.
I think god can explain.
I think god can explain
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panu naman wala akong maisip na entry hehe.....

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10 F A V O R I T E S

TV show: CSI-vegas,miami and NY
Flower: white rose
Alcohol: Green cross alcohol...
Color: yellow
Sport: none
Mall: magic star (hehehe)
Music: lahat
Food: sweets
Season: rainy season hehehe
*teka nine lang to ah*

1 0 F A C T S

Hometown: tarlac
Height: 4'8 (too tall for you)
Hair color: black
Hair length: shoulder length? masmahaba pa ng konti
Eye color: black
Shoe size: 4 (too big)
Mood: fine
Sex: female
*ito 8 lang*

1 0 L O V E L I F E

Have you ever been in love: many many many times (more than you could imagine!)
Do you believe in love?: di ba halata??
Why did your last relationship fail?: kasi meron na daw siya iba hehehe
Have you ever been heartbroken?: naman!!
Have you ever broken someones heart?: hehehe (guilty)
Have you ever fallen for your best friend?: uh huh
Are you planning on getting married?: not now maybe after 10 years or less but not now
Are you afraid of commitment?: yes...
*8 nanaman*

1 0 T H I S O R T H A T S

Love or lust? love definitely love!!
Hard liquor or beer?: i'm more of a softdrink person
Night or day?: night
Hook-ups or relationship?: relationship
T.V. or internet?: internet
Pepsi or coke?: PEPSI
Wild night out or romantic night in?: romantic night in
Saturday or Sunday?: saturday
Colored or black and white picture? black and white (it's more dramatic)
Phone or in person?: in person
+ito lang ang ten hehehe+

1 0 H A V E Y O U E V E R S

Have you ever been caught sneaking out? uu naman
Have you ever skinny dipped?: nope
Have you ever done something you regret?: yup (many many regrets)
Have you ever bungee jumped?: no ( but i want to try it)
Have you ever been on a house boat?: nope
Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? nope
Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: yes
Have you ever stayed up all night til the sun came up? yes!!
Have you ever been caught by your parents with a hickey?: what in the world is a hickey??!!
Have you ever been caught by your parents doing anything more than making out?: no
+10 din+

10 A R E Y O U S

Are you missing someone right now?: very badly
Are you in love with anyone?: very much!!
Are you happy?: slight!!
Are you talking to anyone right now? nope
Are you bored? sort of
Are you German?: no
Are you Irish?: no
Are you Italian?: no
Are your parents still married?: they're dead
Do you like someone right now?: yes!!! yael!!!
+ten ulit+

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i love him.....but i can't let him know that!!!

memoirs of a highschool loser

some people enjoyed their highschool life...they even shed tears when graduation comes.....for them, it's the best time of their life...

but i felt differently....

i hated my highschool life...every minute of it...

i do have clasmmates who are very critical.....they notice evrything even the tiniest dirt in your body...."yuck" is their favorite word (hehehe).....majority of them belongs to the dance club, glee club and drama club

they are the one who wears the newest, trendy and most of all expensive clothes...they have this talent...
make you feel bad when you don't have trendy clothes...

and i do have these classmates who are very intelligent....these people are the ones who made me feel bobo....

i'm neither one of these.....


i'm not the girl who wears trendy and expensive clothes the reason is very simple...we can't afford it...
my uniform was second hand....and i'm a very "dugyot" person...people often laugh with the way i wear my uniform...

i hate it when the issuing of report cards come....people knew if you have a failing grade...your parents must be the one to get it...and my mom never failed in that.....teachers already knew my mom..(haha)

when i look at my card...i failed in

Math, history and T.H.E.

at the end of the year while most of my classmates enjoyed their summer vacation..
i was attending my summer class...i failed Math... i hated math...


when i was in high school my self esteem was all time low...( true!!)

i never felt happier when i graduated from it....

college was fun...in here people don't care what you wear...just as long as you wear something hahaha...
and i felt matalino...(hehehe)..........

i felt sorry for my batchmates (highschool) who already have babies at 17 or 18...they were the popular ones when we were in highschool.....

now i can say that my highschool life taught me how to be strong and people must
not be judged...after all college is was the real world...


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monday mania

walang kwenta entry ko kahapon kasi may gagamit daw ng phone at kelangan ko magmadali...

anyway..mike and I are okay now....coz he promised me that he'll buy the things i want hahaha (makuha ka sa suhol)....

nanalo pala Ateneo kahapon...against U.E.
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walang pasok ang pre school kanina..simple lang ang dahilan Signal number 1 weeeeeee swerte ko naman hehehehe...inayos ko na yung permanent reacords para pag balik ni mrs. bermillo okay na lahat...

nagpunta ako ng school ulit kanina at ako'y na trap sa tatlong bigating teacher

ms. sarmiento
ms. perez
mrs. seacor

at lahat sila tinanong si anabel sa akin...ayoko na sana pag usapan pa si anabel....
kaya lang dahil nga alam ng buong mundo na mag bestfriend kami (???) di maiiwasan na ako ang icorner hehehe.....wala naman akong sinabi eh....di naman ako maninira....

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hay minsan papahamak ako ng kadaldalan ko hehehe....pero it's all worth it hayyyyy...

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nagrequest ans spongecola sa my myx kanina shit miss ko na si yael sobra!!!!!!

wish lists

we're okay now

sneakers

and a 100 load hahahaha

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blast!!!

the title has nothing to do with the entry...

yesterday...

i wore this black spaghetti at pinatungan ko yun ng blazer syempre..
my co teachers told me na bagay ko daw and i'm gifted (with big boobs and big butt)

i remembered one of my friends told me that my growth hormones stopped at my boobs thinking that it was already my head (hahahaha)
that's why i have big boobs but i'm lacking in height (i'm 4'8" FYI)
we played the piano, my hands are already stiffed hehehe...i'm too old na to learn how to play the piano..nye...

badtrip pa pala dahil 5 pm na di pa sinusundo yung pupil ko...(3:15 labas nila) may lakad pa naman ako grrrrr...nung mga 5 na inwan ko na siya sa guard..may lakad pa ko

sumakay ako ng jeep at nakakainis kasi yung guy sa harap ko tinitingnan yung hinaharap ko (shit!!) sinara ko na yung blazer ko...

nung dumating ako sa school akala ko wala ng mga tao meron pa pala dhil kung wala na tao dun lagot sa akin yung pupil kong yun (bad teacher)

kumain ako ng fishball with my friends and fishball never tasted so good

galit ako kay mike as in sobra tangina niya niloadan niya xe ako ng 50!!!!!!!!!
ayoko ng 50 sabi ko sa kanya daylite ang gusto ko pero text unlimited pa rin ang binili niya ..........blah blah blah ...........kesyo madaming gastos..blah blah blah blah.........walan available....blah blah blah..........well FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

galit talaga ko!!!!!!!!! alam ko na mababaw at walang kwenta ang dahilan pero tangina galit na galit ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayoko nah!!!!!!!!!

dahil lang sa load hahaha...............

hindi naman sa materialistic ako...pero naiinis ako!!!!!!!!



i want out!!!

FUCK YOU MICHAEL!!!!!!

siguro kaya din akong sobrang upset dahil di niya nabibigay ang gusto ko not like jc as in halos lahat ng gusto ko nabibigay niya....wait i'm not a gold digger bihira lang yun....bihira ang ako humingi......

sorry wala talaga me sa mood>>>>>>

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Paris Hilton
Stars Are Blind

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
My love, ohh oh
I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?

Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you
Baby I'm perfect for you
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind

* i hate paris hilton but i like her song*
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MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL
(Jim Steinman)

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie

I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose

And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all
Making love out of nothing at all

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun are
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight

The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
And I can make all the stadiums rock

And I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
And I can make you every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone

But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all.


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