Sunday, November 09, 2008

i promised myself that i will not settle for anything less than of what i truly deserve...
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i love the way you smile to other people....i wish that you can share with me that smile

Monday, October 13, 2008

the closure

he asked her to go to his place and she gladly did, they rode in his motorcycle and stop on a convenience store along the way, he bought her a food and a drink and went to his place....

he opened the door let her in, she sat in a corner and eat her food, while he turned on the tv and smoke a cigarette, that was something new he never smoke when they were still together..

a thing had happened.....

she had to go..and she asked him "did you miss me?" he just looked at her and looked away....

she told herself maybe he did but deep in his heart he knew that he didn't

she went home and kissed him goodbye he did not returned her kiss...in that moment she finally accepted the truth that she keeps on ignoring


she shed a final tear and that was more than enough


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Friday, August 29, 2008

Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

peanut butter

tagal na ako di update kasi nag bubusy busyhan kunwari ako.

I like someone...
it's him if only he knew...

i just want him to know...


i like you talaga *wink wink*

saya lang talaga kasi nandyan ka

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Finally I'm accepted in a company

and Paolo is happy for me

i miss him

Saturday, August 09, 2008

blogthings




You Are Sexually Powerful



Your attitude toward sex is healthy, safe, and sane.

You enjoy sex as much as (or possibly even more than) the average person.



You're open minded, intelligent, and adventurous when exploring your sexuality.

And while you never take things too far, you take them far enough!









What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You



Your Personal Style:



Young and flashy. You dress like a celebrity, and you love to accessorize.



Your Ideal Wedding:



A huge party with all your friends, with lots of toasting and dancing



Your Philosophy on Marriage:



The person you marry should be your best friend.



Your Perfect Marriage:



Is when you still surprise each other with romantic gestures










You Can't Spot a Liar



You are horrible at knowing when you're being lied to.

Not only that, you often suspect honest people of being liars.

Study up on how liars behave. You'll save yourself a lot of grief in the future.











Your Bedroom Personality: Healthy



In the bedroom, you are open, honest, and giving.

You are the ideal partner in many ways! Anyone is lucky to be with you.



You see physical intimacy as an opportunity to grow and connect.

You are up for experimentation, but you don't require it.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

sweet...not- things

monday
uwi ba kayo ngayon??,....hindi eh.....bakit?....gusto kasi kita makita....bakit?...masama ba?...di naman...pero bakit mo ko miss??...wala lang....loadan mo nga ako...he did...o talgang miss mo ko anu naman namimiss mo sa akin?....ikaw wala na hihigit pa dun....

friday
libre mo nga akong dark knight bukas....pangit lang yun nanood na ako kanina...kahit na treat mo pa din ako....la na nga ako work sa katapusan papalibre ka pa...chani...di ako chani la lang talaga ako pera kailangan mag tipid....chani ka p din....nyt nt na po pasok na ako....

Sunday, June 22, 2008

I'm Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Mathematics

I really hated Math...I remember hating it forever...I never loved this subject of all the subjects in the school I detests math is the one I really hated.

Since Preapatory I never understood the logic of the song 10 little Indians...why Indians??

I never known when to use the following: more than, less than basta the only thing I knew was equals pagpareho kasi number yun ang ilalagay mo sa gitna =) teka 79 pala ang grade ko nung prep.

nung grade 2 ako..may laro kaming drill sasagutin mo yung flash cards nung teacher ko..I never answered anything kaya nagagalit yung mga ka row ko sa akin.

grade 3 may test kami everyday in multiplication if my score is 3 out of ten..that was already remarkable akalin mo 6x6 is 36

When I entered high school ....it was a hell imagine you have to answer a long equation

1ST YEAR

2x4x5x57x7x8+7+10-30-2x20/4+7= MDAS lang daw ang dapat mong gawin para masolve...until now I don't know how to use it.....

a+b=7 get the value of a and b

I don't know what is a prime and composite numbers

at i don't know why do we have to study venn diagram??


2nd YEAR STATISTICS

what is mean and a meridian.alam mo yun I hated it kasi pag mali ang isa mali na ang lahat.

3rd YEAR HIGHSCHOOL
TRIGO

hay walang kamatayang triangle

4th year geometry

hay bakit mo pa kailangan i prove ang diretso??
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when I entered High school I never experienced the joy of summer vacation..I am in a summer class and studying the subject I hated the most I even got the lowest grade one could never imagine 70 oo naka kuha ako niyan...wala kasi akong natutunan
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When I entered college I never liked Math but I didn't fail.reason?? complete attendance..

I even have to impersonate Mahal in front of everyone...para taasan ng teacher ko grade ko 3 kasi....




wow

Friday, May 16, 2008

1.bakit kpa single hanggang ngayon? --
mas maganda na yun kesa double.

2. nainlove ka na ba sa taong hindi mo pa nakikita? --
oo.

3. nagkakacrush ka naman ba? -
sino namang hindi

4. mga friends mo rin ba single? -
hindi ako lang single =)

5.describe being single in 3 words: -
time to explore

6. choose: steady bf or gf, mu, flirting? -
steady.

7. fav color (kahit walang connection! - -pink

8. what do you do when you’re bored? - -nakatunganga sa kisame

9. tingin mo when ka ulit magiging in luv!? -
-after 3-5 years

10. message to the other single? -
-enjoy

a.) Gano’ katagal ka ng single? -
since september 2007

b.) May namimiss ka ba sa pagkaroon ng bf/gf? - marami

c.) Ready ka na bang magmahal ulit? -
laging ready

d.) Sino naman sa tingin mo? - bulag ako

e.) Meron ka bang crush or minamahal ngaun? - meron kaya lang medyo hahaha homo siya

f.) Pano ka ba magmahal? - sarap to the bones hehehe

g.) Sweet ka ba? - uu daw

h.) Sa friendlist mo, sa tingin mo ba may mamahalin ka sakanila? - wala eh.

i.) Sino naman? - wala nga eh

j.) Sa tingin mo ba may nagkaka’crush sayo na taga FS mo? - wala.

k.) Kung may magsabi sayo na crush ka niya? Ano sasabihin mo? - okay

l.) What kind of gf/bf ka ba? -
selosa

m.) Magtatampo ka ba or magagalit kapag hindi ka niya tinext or tinawagan the whole day? - oo

n.) What will you do pag brineak ka ng bf/gf mo or pinagpalit ka sa iba? - deadma

o.) Naghahanap ka ba ng sobrang ganda/gwapo na bf/gf? - oo

p.) Gusto mo ba mayaman? - oo

q.) paano kapag mukhang taong grasa pero mayaman? - okay yun

r.) Two timer ka ba? - no, uhum

s.) Nag eexpect ka ba na babasahin to ng crush o type mo? - hindi! hindi dapat!

t.) Nainlove ka na ba sa attitude lang? - oo

u.) Madami na bang nanloko sayo? - oo

v.) Ilan na naging bf/gf mo? - 100

w.) Mahilig ka ba sa singkit? - hindi.

x.) Mahilig ka ba sa matangkad? - oo.

y.) Define love in one word. - fuck

z.) Last question pag nagka-bf/gf ka ba this time, do you think na kayo na till the END? - ayoko,ayoko yung may end.

Friday, May 09, 2008

"Meredith: I think it's better to have someone, even if it hurts, even if it is the most painful thing you have done, even if it's the most painful thing you've ever had to do. I think it's better to have someone."

Friday, April 25, 2008

HELP!!!!!!

since january i have been planning to go...now i have all the reason...hanggang katapusan na lang ako and then whooshhhh babye na.....

wish ko lang makahanap ako ng work...i want my life to be ok..

i want to be okay...

can you help me to be okay??

Monday, March 03, 2008

which house m.d. character are you?

Which House Md Character are you?
Your Result: Robert Chase

Conrats, you are Dr. Robert Chase. You are smart, but don't like to show it. You do as you're told most times and are teased by the others because you actually do what your boss tells you. You are also undeniably cute, which also causes teasing...

Gregory House
James Wilson
Lisa Cuddy
Allison Cameron
Eric Foreman
Which House Md Character are you?
Make a Quiz

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

69 Odd questions

Are your parents married or divorced?: TOGETHER (in HEAVENhaha!)
Are you a vegetarian?: NO AND NEVER WILL I
Do you believe in Heaven?: I THINK SO
Have you ever come close to dying?: NO
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: NONE.
Are you eating?: now?. NO
Do you eat the stems of broccoli: NEVER
Do you wear makeup?: unfortunately. NEVER
Would you ever have plastic surgery?: I HOPE SO..MAYBE SOMEDAY
What do you wear to bed?: CLOTHES
Have you ever done anything illegal?: YES
Can you roll your tounge?: CAN'T
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: NONE...SINGLE FOR AT LEAST 7 MONTHS
Do you believe in Abortions?: YES
What is your Hair color?: BLACK
Future child's name, boy and girl?: DANIELLE NICOLAI
Do you smoke?: I AM A SOCIAL SMOKER
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?: ROME
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: NOPE
If you won the lottery, what would you do first?: SHOP
Gold or silver?: SILVER
Hamburger or hot dog?: HAMBURGER
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life what would it be? ANYTHING THAT HAS NO VEGGIES....
City, beach or country?: BEACH
What was the last thing you touched?: TV REMOTE CONTROL
Where did you eat last?: HOUSE
When's the last time you cried?: HAHAHA CAN'T REMEMBER
Do you read blogs?: YES
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?: YES
Ever been involved with the police?: NOT YET AND I DON'T INTEND TO.
what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?: PALMOLIVE SHAMP AND CONDI....AS FOR SOAP NONE
Do you talk in your sleep?: HOW WOULD I KNOW?
Ocean or pool?: OCEAN
What's your favorite song at the moment: TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
have you ever had a cavity?: YES
Window seat or aisle seats?: WINDOW SEAT
Ever met anyone famous?: YES
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?: NO, NOT YET
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: TWIRL
What is your fav. sport to play?: NONE, I'M A SPORTS BUM.
Basketball or football?: BASKETBALL
when was the last time you went to the bathroom? AWHILE AGO
Do you drive a stick?: NO, I DON'T KNOW HOW
Cake or ice cream?: ICE CREAM...VANILLA
Are you self-conscious?: AT TMES
Do you like any of your close friends?: HAHAHA NO
Have you ever given money to a bum?: HAHA NOT YET.
Have you been in love?: MANY TIMES
Where do you wish you were?: AMERICA OR ROME
On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?: HAHA NO ACCOUNT

Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?: NO
Can you tango?: HAHA NO
Last gift you received?: A NOTEBOOK
What occasion did you recieve your gift?: FORGOTTEN
Last thing you spent lots of money on?: MY CELLPHONE NEEDS TO BE REFORMATTED
Where do you live?: TARLAC
Last wedding attended.: FORGOTTEN.
Favorite restaurant?: HONKEE TEA
What is your favorite kind of car?: CHEVROLETTE
Most hated food(s): FISH
Most loved food(s)?: TOO MANY TO MENTION
Can you sing?: HELL NO
Person on your mind?: MYSELF HAHAH
What's your least fav. chores?: EVERY CHORES
Favorite drink?: PEPSI
Currently have a Crush?: HAHA YAEL YUZON OF SPONGECOLA
How long was your longest drive in a car?: HAHAHA EWAN.
Why do you do Myspace surveys?: NAPULOTY KO LANG TO SOMEWHERE
Do you know who Nick Tyo is?: NO

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

from http://potskidoodledoo.multiply.com

today i realized that once you undergo a failed relationship, the pain will always be left unaided.. everyone will think that you have moved on..

but in the latter part you will realize that..
you have never stopped loving him..
you just learned how to live without him..

Sunday, February 24, 2008

The Road Not Taken by Robert frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

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someday,,,,,i will do the same

i am back

i realize that blogger is better than multiply.....well in blog anyway