happy birthday to me....

I always hated my birthday....it doesn't makes me happy more of depressed....

I haven't got my perfect gift....I do hope fairy godmothers are real...I do want to have that gift....kahit na 24 hours lang...

oldskul...whine

i have received a loyalty award when i graduated...now i want to give that back .. i hate it


they are the ones who are bringing me down... you know who you are and someday i hope you'll receive your karma....

anu ba yan kasalanan ko ba kung mas mataas ang IQ ko sa mga faves niyo???

hahaha..there's more of me....well anyway at least now i'm determined to be the best...if i'll work there i let them see the other side of me...


you will be the best if you work with the best i do hope i'll get to teach there...

confusing accounts

haha as you can see i have so many accounts...
FRIENDSTER
LIVEJOURNAL
MULTIPLY and of course this BLOGGER

Friendster is the first account I ever had noong una I don't even know what's the purpose of Friendster pero ngayon alam ko na hehehe..because of this account I was able to connect with LONG LOST friends and it's the best way to get tsismis (admit it it's true)

My LJ..is where I keep my dirty deeds and innermost thoughts hahaha..because unlike blogger my options siya na personal use lang kaya I can keep there everything hehehe kaya wala rin kwenta iview ang LJ ko kasi private use siya..

MULTIPLY is where I upload my favorite videos from youtube kasi minsan nawawala sa youtube yung mga vid kaya para makeep sila ayun nilalagay ko sila sa multiply ko...

and last but not least my BLOGGER I started blogging since 2005 noon walang kwenta sa akin ang blog na to until sinabi ni marie na buhayin ko..kaya ito mas adik ako sa kanya....

i'll remember you

sabi nila para makakuha ka ng bago kelangan mo bitiwan ang luma..pero ako kuha ako ng kuha ng bago ng hindi bumibitiw sa luma kaya nawala lahat sa akin..

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No Secrets I'll Remember You



it has been so long since we have talked
i hope that things are still the same

hoping they will never change
cause what we have can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

you made me believe that I can do almost anything
stood right by me through the tears through everything

Chorus
i'll remember you and baby that's forever true you're the one i'll always miss never thought that it would feel like this i'll be there for you no matter what you're going through in my heart you'll always be forever baby i'll remember you

i promise you i won't forget the times we shared the tears we cried
you'll always be the sun in my sky

it may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
even though we go seperate ways

you made me believe that i could do almost anything
stood right by me through the tears through everything

Chorus

if the day should come when you need someone
you know that i'll follow, i will be there
don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind
cause i'll remember you, you

welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

going...going...GONE

Our relationship is suffering from pejoration...

Well it's okay...I had ways of repairing what he was about to damage..forgive me...and THAT is the ONLY thing I can do to repair it....

BTW...

The phone call made me happy...

I was hurt and I'll hurt you back much worse,much deeper and lethal than you can ever imagine...

It will be a whorish act but it's worth it... :)

a tag, memories and faded letters

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HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST

1.Fell in love
> > 13
>
> 2. Lost someone close to you
> > 19
>
> 3. Drank alcohol
> > 14
>
> 4. Smoked
> > 14
>
> 5. Got kissed
> > 16
>
> 6. Went to the hospital
> > not yet
>
> 7. Got your heart broken?
> > 10 hehehe
>
> 8. Lost a pet
> > n/a
>
> 9. Got arrested
> > n/a
>
> 11. Broken a bone
> > n/a
>
> 12. Got a job
> > 21
>
> 13. Got cheated on
> > 16
>
> 14. Rode the city bus alone?
> > 21
>
> 15. Went to a concert?
> > 20
>
> 17. Got a cell phone
> > 14
>
> 18. Snuck out of the house
> > 15
>
> 19. Drove a car
> > ?????????
>
> 21. How old are you now?
> > 21


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Last night I decided to read JC's letter (my ex) after a long time....eventhough it's well kept I never read it....well not since we broke up....because I really don't feel the need but last night...I think I must...

He and I became friends (bestfriends to be exact) until I decided to slowly cut-off our relationship but we still call each other occasionally (bdays, xmas etc.)

Well his first letter was dated 2003 pa..ang tagal na pala no wonder the paper has turned yellow

I opened it slowly (para dramatic hehehe) and while I'm reading it..my tears began to fall...and though I tried so hard to stop it I can't...

Every word...has touched me...

JC was the only one who can see right through me (no perverts please)...
eventhough I tell him I'm okay...he'll just say "alam ko hindi"

I miss him terribly...especially when I feel so low.....he knows all the right word to say..hahaha he's like an older brother...nyay

this time it's for real

okay naman kagabi eh..sweet pa nga namin eh pero ngayon galit ako..kung bakit?? di ko na lang sasabihin pero sigurado ako galit ako...
at ngayon...igurado ako na di ko rin sasabihin sa kanya ang dahilan kung bkit ako galit....bahala na lang kung malaman pa niya o hindi na, di ko na kayang magpanggap okay ako...

kahit magbreak pa kami ngayon wala akong sasabihin kung bakit ako galit..walang makakaalam nun kungdi ako..ako lang at siguro kung magets niya yun pede pero kung ako mag sasabi wag na...sayang lang panahon ko..






MOOD

tags and survey (bored)

01. Last Cigarette:
* last march 3 (am i allowed to say that hehehe)
02. Last kiss:
*

03. Last Cry:
* baka last night..haha

04. Last Library Book Checked Out:
* i never used LIBRARY

05. Last Movie Seen In a Theater:
* Oh my God I can't remember..

06. Last Book Read:
* stainless longgnisa by bob ong

07. Last Cuss Word Uttered:
* nyay

08. Last Beverage Drank:
* Tequila (yuck)

09. Last Food Consumed:
* tuna (century)

10. Last time drunk:
* last march 3 hahaha

11. Last TV Show Watched:
* Maging sino ka man...

12. Last Time Showered:
* mga 7 pm hehe

13. Last Shoes Worn:
* i prefer sandals

14. Last CD played:
* spongecola's transit..khit paulet-ulet. ^_^

15. Last Soda Drank:
* PEPSI

16. Last Thing Written:
*BLOG


17. Last Words Spoken:
* bakit?

18. Last Annoyance:
* mike

19. Last Time Scolded Someone:
ewan..

20. Last Web Site Visited:
* my links

21. Last Movie you watched:
* can't remember nga

22. Last movie you bought:
*wala nanghiram lang ako

23. Last song you listened to:
* Tuliro by spongecola

24. Last bought CD:
* kami napo muna hehehe

25 Last called you:
*

26. Last person you were thinking of:
* mike

Last friend you made:
* last night........



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i got it from ara


Tagged by Tina (all). I love tagging.. I enjoy answering this kind of stuff

A – Available/Single? – In a relationship haha
B – Best Friend? – ANABEL and MARKY
C – Cake or Pie? – CAKE
D – Drink Of Choice? – PEPSI
E – Essential Item You Use Everyday? - feminine wash hahaha
F- Favorite Colour? - yellow
G – Gummy Bears Or Worms? –Gummy bears
H-Hometown- Tarlac
I – Indulgence? – internet
J – January Or February? – February
K – Kids & Their Names? – ha? NONE
L – Life Is Incomplete Without? – Internet
M – Marriage date? – i prefer tom. hehehe
N – Number Of Siblings? – 3
O – Oranges Or Apples? – Nothing don’t like both
P – Phobias/Fears? – grasshopper
Q – Favorite Quote? –
R – Reason to Smile? – mike hahaha
S – Season? – Summer
T – Tag people? – look na lng my LINKS
U – Unknown Fact About Me? –
V – Vegetable you don’t like? – I dont eat veggies
W – Worst Habit? – nakatanga
X – X-rays You’ve Had? – i nver had xray
Y – Your Favorite Food? – siyempre pinoy!
Z – Zodiac Sign? – Aries

yay

well i decided to go to bayanihan but I don't like it there nah..gusto ko na sa rosebel..
well Mike and I will celebrate our monthsary but not together..we haven't celebrated our monthsary or even anniversary together but that's okay...sanayan lang yun.. pero mas okay kung magkasama kami... I enjoy every moments with him ang mushy ko dyahe


my friends went here..nagpa tulong about narrative reports..and some educ. stuff..


BTW

I joined Lia's the chatroom..it's fun!!

I met wonderful chatters....

padme07128
nj_425
babynine_06

cuttiepink_rulezz
why15_08

thinshady_13
meigndei
erin_110689
heart 1035

hope to chat with these guys....again i had wonderful time


Thought for the day

i'm so confused

I still don't know what to do..should I stay or go??


I really don't want to go there..I should be preparing my lesson plan for a demo tom.but heck...I'm not anymore interested...

TARDINESS

I went to Mike's house today..nagpadrawing ako ng bahay hehehe we he was really pissed off because I promised to go there @ around 1pm but I got up 2pm hehehe..kaya nakapunta ako sa kanila 4. (my bad)

I really feel happy whenever I'm with him....

He even lend me his pirated CD MULAN his favorite...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
We went to Mcdonald's to drink Mcfloat hehehe
awwww

I love his goodbye kiss......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
BTW



hahahaha

I need a hug

I wish I was a STONE....

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An Open Letter for Every Filipino by HARVEY S. KEH

An Open Letter to Every Filipino
by Harvey Keh

Dear Fellow Filipino,

Good day to all of you! Before I begin my letter… just a disclaimer, for people who know me they know that I love the Philippines very much and I am not really one who rants and complaints to high heavens about what is happening to our country and does nothing about it, in fact, I feel that at my relatively young age of 27, I have done much service to the Philippines by setting up Pathways to Higher Education which has sent more than 500 poor but deserving students to college and AHON Foundation which has already built two public elementary school libraries that have benefitted more than 3,500 students. Yet, after seeing how events in our nation have transpired the past few weeks and talking with some friends, I feel the urge to share with you my own thoughts and feelings.

Over the weekend, we saw the completion of two major political alliances for this coming Senate Elections that has just began here in the Philippines. Now we have two political forces with familiar faces nonetheless on opposite sides of the fences. On one end, you have Tito Sotto and Tessie Aquino-Oreta who were two major stalwarts of the opposition and the FPJ Campaign in 2004 hobnobbing with the woman (Pres. GMA) whom they claimed to have cheated FPJ in the last Presidential Elections.On the other side of the fence, you see Manny Villar, the former house speaker who was actually responsible for impeaching Erap now part of the United Opposition who is led by no less than… Erap himself. Now if you don’t see anything wrong with this picture then you must be one of the many Filipinos who have accepted this very sad reality that there is indeed no permanent ideals that our government leaders stand up for but rather they just go where there self-interests can best be served.
It is this kind of politics why I no longer wonder why good people like Ramon Magsaysay Awardee Mayor Jesse Robredo of Naga City or outstanding Bulacan Governor Josie Dela Cruz will find it hard or worse, never be elected to national positions.

It is with these in mind that I’d like to share with you what are events this coming May elections that will make me consider leaving the Philippines:

1.) If former COMELEC Commissioner Virgilio Garcillano of Hello Garci fame wins in his bid to become Congressman of Bukidnon…seeking to replace a good man no less in incumbent Cong. Neric Acosta… We would really be the laughing stock of the whole world if we allow a man with the reputation of Garci to be one of our so called “Honorable Gentlemen”.

2.) If Dancing Queen Tessie Aquino Oreta reclaims her seat at the Senate… I hope that all of us would still remember that dance that she did during the 2001 impeachment hearings after they voted to overrule the decision of then Chief Justice Davide… let us make sure that people like her never make it to the Senate again.

3.) If Richard Gomez becomes a senator… what does he know about making laws? We already have the likes of Bong Revilla and Lito Lapid in the Senate and their performance or lack of it would be reason enough not to elect another actor who has no prior experience in government to the distinguished halls of the Senate.

4.) If Gringo Honasan wins again…. have we not learned our lesson? I cannot believe that just because someone is charismatic then we will just elect him to become one of our senators despite the fact that he has time and again caused so much instability in our country… if we want a military junta similar to that of Thailand… then lets all vote for this guy…. (i like HONASAN i will definitely vote him)

5.) If Manny Pacquiao becomes Congressman of General Santos City… everybody loves Manny the Boxing Champ but Manny the Lawmaker? Lets be realistic here, Manny is our Hero alright but I think it takes more than just great boxing skills and a desire to serve to be able to make appropriate laws that would help uplift the lives of the many Filipinos who live in Poverty.

6.) If Lito Lapid wins for Mayor of Makati City… I don’t like Jojo Binay as well but Lito Lapid as city mayor of the country’s finance and business center?!?! And do you really think he is from Makati and has good plans for the city? The Arroyos asking someone like him to run just goes to show you how much love and concern this government has for our country.

7.) If Chavit Singson becomes a Senator, Illegal Gambling = Chavit… enough said.

Now if all of these 7 things happen during this coming elections then don’t be surprised if I decide to leave this country that I love dearly. Like I said during the first part of my letter, I feel that I have done much for this country but I think its time that Filipinos become more vigilant and critical in selecting our leaders for the sake of our future and the generations that will go beyond us. So I appeal to every Filipino who asks what can I actually do for my country… Choose and vote for the right people this coming elections, huwag na tayong magpaloko sa mga kandidatong maganda lang ang jingle o gwapo lang sa mga poster. Let us choose leaders who have a good track record for service and who are genuinely committed towards serving our country.
Manindigan naman tayong lahat para sa ating Kinabukasan at para sa Kapakanan ng ating Bayan!

Thank you very much for your time in reading this letter.

Sincerely,

Harvey S. Keh
Email: harveykeh@gmail. com


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When Chavit heard about this letter this is some of his reaction

he said that he was only USED by our former president...( walang manggagamit kung walang mag papagamit)

With Richard Gomez...okay lang may kasama na siya si CESAR MONTANO...

and yung kay Lito Lapid ang kapal ng mukha niya di naman talga siya taga Makati eh...saka kaya lang naman siya pinatakbo dun para wala ng makapag rally sa makati....

Sa manila kasi di binibigyan ng permit ni Lito Atienza ang mga nag rarally kaya di sila pede dun e sa makati bigay ng bigay si binay kaya mautak din ang mga arroyo..naisip nila na kung kaalyado nga naman nila ang mayor sa makati kagaya ng ibang lugar sa NCR wala ng makakapag rally...

PUSTAHAN TAYO MADUMI NANAMAN ANG ELEKSYON NGAYON

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ADS

CHAVIT - IDOL NG BAYAN
(kaw idol mo ba si chavit ako kasi hindi)

PICHAY- ITANIM SA SENADO
(magtanim ay di biro mag hapon nakatayo...)

TATSULOK ( a meaningful song)

TATSULOK BY BAMBOO

Totoy bilisan mo, bilisan mo ang takbo
Ilagan ang mga bombang nakatutok sa ulo mo
Totoy tumalon ka, dumapa kung kailangan
At baka tamaan pa ng mga balang ligaw

Totoy makinig ka, wag kang magpa-gabi
Baka mapagkamalan ka’t humandusay dyan sa tabi
Totoy alam mo ba kung ano ang puno’t dulo
Ng di matapos-tapos na kaguluhang ito

[Refrain]
Hindi pula’t dilaw tunay na magkalaban
Ang kulay at tatak ay di syang dahilan
Hangga’t marami ang lugmok sa kahirapan
At ang hustisya ay para lang sa mayaman

[Chorus]
Habang may tatsulok at sila ang nasa tuktok
Di matatapos itong gulo

Iligtas ang hininga ng kay raming mga tao
At ang dating munting bukid, ngayo’y sementeryo
Totoy kumilos ka, baliktarin ang tatsulok
Tulad ng dukha, nailagay mo sa tuktok

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]


_____________true noh??______