the truth is i am happy for the past weeks without rhomnhick,, and this one is for sure i am so much in-love with HOEJ, i really don't know why...

iniisip ko he's gay so there is no chance for us but the happiness i feel whenever i am with him is so so real.. i can really laugh my heart out and i can really be myself around him,,,he really knows that i am really clumsy, and klutz whatever the difference of that two words,, and he really make me feel kilig, the type of kilig that i haven't felt for the longest time hahaha,, i just feel like a 14 year old girl again who is having a crush for the first time hahahaha :)


i really don't want this feeling to end,,it really makes me feel good even though that it is just an illusion....


hayaan mo na lang ako mahalin ka ....

i needed it most

i just went from my leave and i just received my salary which is 3400 hahahaha 4 dAYS of leave it still worth it... they are going to transfer me to the account where i was traumatized... but the best thing about it is that i have finally had the gutts to talk to the training supervisor and to the account service delivery manager// they are too nice to listen to me and one of the q.s. told me that i was making the right decision to talk with them.. i love the open door policy on our company..////


it feels like that i'm not in a relationship at all...

Blue moment

i have finally decided to go... hahaha... kahit pa i am going nowhere... i will still go...
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him and i getting back together, is just a wishful thinking but that wishful that wishful thinking is what keeps me going...==========================



i was watching myx backtrax and they played guilty by blue that is why when i logged in the net i was listening to Blue's guilty and best in me hahaha...corny....

listen:

best in me by blue




Coz you bring out the best in me like no one else can do that is why i am by your side that's why i love you


GUILTY BY BLUE






IF LOVING YOU WITH ALL MY HEART IS A CRIME, THEN I AM GUILTY




IF YOU COME BACK






TOO CLOSE

hiling by silent sanctuary...

joke

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN "MAYAMAN" AND "MAHIRAP"

Kung mayaman ka, meron kang "allergy"
Kung mahirap ka, ang tawag dyan ay "galis" o "bakokang"

Sa mayaman, "nervous breakdown" dahil sa "tension and stress"
Sa mahirap, "sira ang ulo"

Sa mayamang "malikot ang kamay", ang tawag ay "kleptomaniac"
Sa mahirap, ang tawag ay "magnanakaw" o "kawatan"

Pag mayaman ka, you're "eccentric"
Kung mahirap ka, "may toyo ka sa ulo" o "may topak" o "may sayad"

Kung mayaman ka at sumakit ang ulo mo, ikaw ay may "migraine"
Kung mahirap ka naman at sumakit ang ulo mo, ikaw ay "nalipasan ng gutom"

Kung mayaman ka, you are referred to as someone who is "scoliotic"
Pero kung mahirap ka, ikaw ay "kuba"

Kung ang señorita mo ay maitim, ang tawag ay "morena" o "kayumanggi"
Pero kung isa kang domestic na maitim, ikaw ay "ita" o "negrita" o "baluga" o "tsimay

Kung nasa high society ka at ikaw ay maliit, ang tawag sa iyo ay "petite"
Kung mahirap ka lang, ikaw ay "pandak" o "bansot" o "unano" o "jabbar"

Kung socialite ka, ikaw ay "pleasingly plump"
Kapag mahirap ka at ika'y mataba, "tabatsoy" o "lumba-lumba"... pagminamalas ka, "baboy"

Kung well-off ka at date ka rito, date ka roon, ang tawag sa iyo ay "game"
Kung mahirap ka, ikaw ay "pakawala" o "pam-pam"

Kung mayamang alembong ka, ang tawag sa iyo ay "liberated"
Pero kung isa kang dukha, ang tawag sa iyo "malandi"

Kung may pera ka, ang tawag sa iyo "single parent"
Pero kung wala kang trabaho, ang tawag sa iyo "disgrasyada"

Ang tawag sa mayayamang puro gulay ang kinakain, "vegetarian"
Habang kakaawa ang mahirap na " kumakain ng damo."

Sa exclusive school, "assertive" ang mga batang sumasagot sa mga guro
Pero pag ang mga mahihirap na bata ang sumasagot sa mga guro, ang tawag sa kanila ay "walang hiya"

Ang mayamang tumatanda, "are graduating gracefully into senior citizenhood"
Ang mga mahihirap ay "gumugurang"

Ang anak ng mayaman ay "slow learner"
Ang anak ng mahirap ay "bobo" o "gung-gong"

Kung mayaman ka at marami kang kumain, you flatter your host who says, "masarap kang kumain and I like you, you do justice to my cooking"
Kung ghastly peasant ka eating the same amount in the same house, your host will say to himself na ikaw ay "patay-gutom" o "hampaslupa" o "masiba"


Kung boss ka at binabasa mo ito sa PC mo, "okay lang"
Pero kung ikaw ay hamak na empleyado lamang, ikaw ay"
nagbubulakbol"... kaya forward mo na agad ito dahil nasa likod mo ang boss mo!