ei

nakakainis kanina ko lang nalaman na nirevive din pala ni nina ang fave song ko na I CANT MAKE YOU LOVE ME now I have to hate that song nah...ewan ko ba just like TULIRO by my fave band ayoko na kasi sikat na siya.....ayoko sabihan na nakikiuso lang ako..hehehe

NAKAKAIRITA TALAGA...


"may mga bagay sa buhay ko na bumibitiw na ayoko pang bitiwan"

LENTEN......REFLECTIONS

Holy week nanaman at panahon na naman para sa mga banal na aso at santong kabayo...wag na tumanggi alam ko meron kayong mga kakilalang mga ganito pedeng kamag anak, kapitbahay, kaibigan o minsan di mo napapansin isa ka na pala sa kanila hehehe


Di ako pala simbang tao...in fact kung hindi lang mahalaga ang attendance nung college ako malamang pag graduate ko nung high school eh di na ako nakapag simba...minsan guilty din naman ako dahil ang seven capital sins eh nagawa ko na...


ENVY


"Dante groups Envy with Anger and Pride as the sins of "Perverted Love." The other two groups are "Insufficient Love" and "Excessive Love of Earthly Goods." Envy is perverted because it "loves" what other people possess, rather than what is Good, Beautiful and True. It is often portrayed as "eating away" the heart of the envious person. Dante shows the envious as among those farthest away from Paradise, with their eyes sewn shut, but weeping over their sins. Again, a common metaphor for Envy is "wearing out the eyes."

------normal lang naman siguro na mainggit ako sa mga taong mayayaman...at totoo naiinggit ako sa mg taong maraming pera...aminin na natin masarap ang may pera....may nabasa nga ako eh "MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS BUT IT CAN MAKE YOU UNHAPPY IN NICE PLACES IF DON'T HAVE ANY"
totoo naman na ang pangunahing problema sa mundo bukod sa lovelife eh ang PERA PERA PERA PERA PERA......
Sana maghirap na si BILL GATES (joke)

ANGER

"As with many other passions, anger (or wrath) may be an emotion or an attitude"

Shit lang ang nagsasabi na hindi siya marunong nito...malamang di siya agad nagagalit pero nakakaramdam din siya nito...
Minsan kahit di ka naman inaano ng tao eh nagagalit ka sa kanya malamang dahil sa ENVY hahaha...

PRIDE

"Overweening pride, arrogance, haughtiness: these have been the stuff of tragedy. Vanity, fussiness, delicacy: the stuff of comedy. These are all forms of self-delusion, and paper-thin masks over rotting features. Pride and vanity refuse the truth about who we are and substitute illusions for reality. While vanity is mostly concerned with appearance, pride is based in a real desire to be God, at least in one's own circle."


may mga bagay sa mundo talaga na mahirap tanggapin..di mo matanggap na meron mas maganda, mas matangkad, mas magaling at mas matalino sa yo. Mahirap tanggapin ang down fall..marami nag su suicide dahil sa FAILURE ako nagpapasalamat ako at failure ako at least matibay na ako hehehe

AVARICE

There are at least three forms of greed:
1) an obsessive desire for ever more material goods and the attendant power.
2) a fearful need to store up surplus goods for a vaguely defined time of want.
3) a desire for more earthly goods for their own sake.

Sino ba ang di naging masiba?? kaw?? ULOL eh bakit mo kinuha mo lahat ng candy?? hehehe
GMA at si FG ang nangunguna dito...pakshet ang dami ng pera nangungurakot pa...at di lang naman sila eh andyan din yung mga nagpatong sa presyo ng lampost sa cebu....

Tuwing nag te take out ako kahit softdrinks naiinis ako sa mga batang humihingi ng pagkain na hawak mo..dahil hindi ako nakakatiis kahit uhaw pa ako...pano naman kasi alam ko makakatikim pa ako nun sila makokontento sa tira tira...

GLUTTONY

There are at least three forms of Gluttony:
1) Wanting more pleasure from something than it was made for.
2) Wanting it exactly our way (delicacy).
3) Demanding too much from people (excessive desire for other people's time or presence).

---Totoo naman to minsan pag nagpunta ko sa kainan imbes na magpasalamat eh...kinukutya ko pa ang luto nila naaalala ko ang spaghetti hehehe grabe di masarap talaga hehehe...
----nakakatawa lang minsan kasi gusto natin ng cake..bibilhin nila yung mura CHIFFON na bilog...tapos ayaw mo pala nun ang gusto mo chocolate....binili ka nila ngayon ng chocolate cake sa red ribbon eh ang gusto mo pala goldilocks hahaha
-------Minsan naiinis ako pag walang oras sa akin ang boyfriend ko...hehehe gusto ko after namin magkita ehmagtext kami hanggang madaling rawa kaya ayun madalas away.....

sa ibang tao naman binigay mo na lahat ng tulong eh mga wala pang mga utang na loob...tangina naman nila oh...

SLOTH

" Sloth (or acedia) is a kind of spiritual laziness (as opposed to mere physical fatigue or depression). It means not making it a priority to do what we should, or change what we should in ourselves. Some people might call it apathy, which means a lack of feeling."

----kaw wala bang moment na tinamad ka o ginagawa mo lang ang bagay dahil kailangan..??

Nung nagtrabaho ako for 2 months..tuwing babangon ako lagi ko na lang sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na NO WORK NO PAY dahil ang totoo ayoko na pumasok dahil sa dati kong guro na BANAL na ASO....nakakapag turo naman ako ng maayos eh kaya lang wala akong passion dahil ayoko ang mga nakatrabaho ko well except sa mga iba pero mas marami akong kinaasaran hehehe

at siyempre ang

LUST

"Lust is disordered desire for or inordinate enjoyment of sexual pleasure."

Naalala ko ang retreat last namin nakakatawa kasi si father eh napag usapan namin ang LUST

"kung ang baka nga nag iinit ikaw pa??" tawanan kami "pero tao kayo..at kaya niyo i control ang sarili niyo di gaya ng baka"
uy may point siya!!

nagnanasa din ako minsan nakakaramdam din naman ako ng L sinungaling lang ang magsasabi na hindi siya nakaramdam nito...minsan bigla na lang tong papasok sa panaginip mo....hehehe ang pinagnanasahan ko bukod sa boyfriend ko?? si Yael, hehehe

bukas 10 commandments naman

I'M A WRECK!!

I miss my boyfriend my OLD boyfriend..everyday we are drifting apart :(

~~I was able to talk to HIM I told him about my wrecking relationshp with my boyfriend...
He asked me "Why do you still hold on when both of you are hurting?"
me: I still love him and you know me I don't give up that easily, I will still hold on if I see even a single drop of hope
HIM: Yes I know that...but you know how I feel about this??
Me:what??
HIM: You're just too proud to admit to yourself that there's no more hope..you're just too proud to lose...
ME: yeah maybe I am....but can you blame me...
Him: No , di kita sinisisi okay maybe ganito na lang ask him if he still feels the same way....
Me: i'll do that...what if kung sabihin niya na hindi nah??
HIM: you let go...it's not that easy but as you have told me once that you're a big girl now hehehe
ME: Nope I still stand 4'8 hahaha
HiM: haha kaw talaga....
Me: Kaw mahal mo pa ba ako??
HiM: oo naman ikaw lang ang lumayo..
Me: nyek kaslanan mo yun..
Him: alam ko

INTRIGA....this is my song for YOU.

I CAN'T MAKE YOU LOVE ME




Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
inside my head

Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close,
don't patronize

Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
and I can't make you love me
if you don't

I'll close my eyes
then I won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me

Morning will come
and I'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

~~~~
I do hope that tom. when I wake up I can finally say that I already let go of you....
but then again and again today was yesterday's tomorrow....
now i know that TOMORROW really NEVER DIES....

TAGS

RULE #1: You can only say Yes or No!
RULE #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain
ANYTHING unless someone messages you
and asks!

Q: Kissed someone on the lips in your
top friends?
A: YES

Q: Had feelings for someone who didn't
have them back?
A: YES

Q: Been arrested?
A: NO

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: YES

Q: Slept in until 5 PM?
A: YES

Q: Held a snake?
A: NO

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: NO

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: NO

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: YES

Q: Done something you told yourself you
wouldn't?
A: YES

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: YES

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: NO

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: NO

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: YES

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: NO

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your
clothes on?
A: YES

Q: Broke a bone?
A: NO

Q: Blacked out from drugs?
A: NO

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: YES

Q: Had a gym membership?
A: NO

Q: felt like killing someone?
A: YES

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: YES

Q: Cried over someone you loved?
A: YES

Q: Shot a BBgun?
A: NO

Q: Tripped on mushrooms?
A: NO

Q: Donated Blood?
A: NO

Q: Still love someone you shouldn't?
A: YES

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Fill in your answers and then scroll
for the meaning behind it. Don't
mess up the fun, do the answers first.

1. You are not alone. You are walking
in the woods. Who are you walking
with?
*HIM

2. You are walking in the woods. You
see an animal. What kind of animal
is it?
*OWL

3. What interaction takes place
between you and the animal?
*we only stare aT EACH OTHER HEHEHE

4.You walk deeper in the woods. You
enter a clearing with your dream
home that looks like...
*A GINGER BREAD HOUSE

5. Is your dream house surrounded
by a fence?
*NO

6.You enter the house. You walk in to
the dining room and see...
*FOODS

7. You exit the house through the
back door. Lying in the grass is a cup.
What material is the cup made of?
*CHINA HEHEHE

8.What do you do with the cup?
*LOOK AT IT

9.You walk to the edge of the property
where you find yourself standing at
the edge of a body of water. What type
of body of water is it?
*BEACH

10. How will you cross the water?
*BOAT

What the answers mean:
1. The person who you are walking in
the woods with is the most important
person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is
representative of your perception of
the size of your problems in your
life.


3. The severity of the interaction you
have with the animal is representative
of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is
representative of the size of your
ambition to solve your problems.


5. NO fence is indicative of an open
personality. People are welcome at
all times. The presence of a fence
indicates a closed personality. You'd
prefer people not drop by unannounced.


6. If your answer did NOT include
food, flowers, or people, then you are
generally unhappy.


7. The durabililty of the material with
the cup is made of is representative
of the perceived durability of your
relationship with the person you
named in #1.


8. Your disposition of the cup is
representative of your attitude toward
person in #1.

9. The size of the body of water is
representative of the size of your
sexual desire.


10. How wet you get in crossing the
water is indicative of the relative
importance of your sex life.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Let's see if you can get through it.
> if not,you're too scared
>
> Would you kiss the last person you
> kissed again?
> * YES
>
> How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have
> told you they love you?
> * 2 ...

>
> Have you ever thought that you were
> going to marry a person?
> * YES BUT NOW...I DON'T KNOW NAH

> Are you crushing on someone?
> * YAEL YUZON
>
> Have you ever liked someone so much
> that it hurt?
> * YES

> Have you ever made a boyfriend or
> girlfriend cry?
> * YES
>
> Are you happier single or in a
> relationship?
> *IN A RELATIONSHIP DEFINITELY
>
> Have you ever told someone you loved
> them and didn't mean it?
> * YES
>
> Have you ever had your heart broken?
> * OF COURSE
>
> Have you ever broken someone's
heart??
> * YES..
>
> talk to any of ur exs?
> * YES ONE OF THEM IS MY BESTFRIEND
>
> If you could go back in time and
change things, would you?
> * I WON'T CHANGE A THING

> Think any of your exes feel the same?
> * DON'T KNOW DONT CARE
>
> Do you believe that you are a good
> boyfriend or girlfriend?
> * YES BECAUSE I HAVE A GOOD BOYFRIEND HEHEHE
>
> Have you dated people who were not
good to you?
> * NOPE
>
> Have you been in an abusive
relationship?
> * YES SOMETIMES

> Do you believe in second chances?
> * YES
>
> Do you Believe in love at first
sight?
> * YES DEFINITELY YES!!

> Ever been given an engagement ring?
> * NOT YET....
>
> Do you want to get married
> * YES
>
> Has anyone ever told you they wanted
to marry you?
> * YES BUT I DON'T THINK THEY MEAN IT

> Ever liked someone else's boyfriend
or girlfriend?
> * YES..HAHAHA
>
> Does heartbreak really feel as bad as
> it sounds?
> * YES BUT IT'S BEARABLE